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A Love Letter To My Generation

2008-05-18T00:07:25-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-18-08, Published: 5-18-08
Status: Complete

All the things I wish I could say.

Conformity

2008-04-26T22:45:56-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 165, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-26-08, Published: 4-26-08
Status: Complete

The title has nothing to do with the poem. Or does it? To which concept do you conform? Coherency or incoherency? What makes you cooler?

Junkie Nation

2008-03-01T12:06:27-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 364, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-1-08, Published: 3-1-08
Status: Complete

We all have our addictions. Some just kill us faster than others.

All The Rest

2008-01-28T19:49:34-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 53, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-28-08, Published: 1-28-08
Status: Complete

Heaven's too elitist for me.

10 Thoughts andor Observations

2008-01-28T19:07:13-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-28-08, Published: 1-28-08
Status: Complete

An internal monologue of waking up. Cussing. Because I like to do that now.

As Of Early November 2007

2007-11-14T15:36:30-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 384, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-14-07, Published: 11-14-07
Status: Complete

Friday night before Saturday's poetry reading, I deconstructed my life into these images. Don't worry, it's not as dramatic as it sounds.

Bad Habits

2007-09-11T19:18:42-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 15, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-11-07, Published: 9-11-07
Status: Complete

It's all about the compromise.

News Bulletin

2007-09-11T19:18:13-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 13, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-11-07, Published: 9-11-07
Status: Complete

Tune in for the five o'clock propaganda report.

Highschool Politics

2007-09-11T19:17:27-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 14, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-11-07, Published: 9-11-07
Status: Complete

Kinda like the playground. Only meaner.

The Other Walks Away

2007-08-13T11:51:03-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 216, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-13-07, Published: 8-13-07
Status: Complete

Those we know and those we want to know are rarely, if ever, the same.

Hummingbird

2007-06-29T21:25:06-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 261, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-29-07, Published: 6-29-07
Status: Complete

Sick. Sick and twisted. This is about insanity and tragedy and how, sometimes, we can't handle the things right in front of us.

Beverly

2007-06-21T15:56:51-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 575, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-21-07, Published: 6-21-07
Status: Complete

My mother was beautiful, like balloons on Christmas. This was written because I never met Beverly, but I would have loved to. I've heard she's a wonderful woman.

andthenthereweretwo

2007-04-23T19:42:15-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 165, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-23-07, Published: 4-23-07
Status: Complete

Clay Violand was a junior at Virginia Tech. When the gunman entered the room, he and a classmate sought safety under the desks. They maintained eye contact for the duration of the tragedy. They were the only ones able to get up when the police arrived.

Historically Inaccurate

2007-04-12T15:18:03-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 529, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-12-07, Published: 4-12-07
Status: Complete

A Vaguely True Story of Studenthood

Chemistry

2007-03-31T16:15:45-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-31-07, Published: 3-31-07
Status: Complete

You will have five minutes to balance this chemical equation showing the relationship between the lonely kid and suicide. You may now pick up your pencils and begin.

SummerBound

2007-03-03T14:55:27-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 182, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-3-07, Published: 3-3-07
Status: Complete

It was a childhood wasted on someone who didn't deserve me.

Unfortunate Circumstances

2007-02-19T13:45:28-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 410, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-19-07, Published: 2-19-07
Status: Complete

School shootings are not poetic. Never ever. The repetition is part of the poem's format, by the way I guess some people have issues with understanding that it's intentional and required.

Poetry Hides

2007-01-27T22:18:26-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 331, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-27-07, Published: 1-27-07
Status: Complete

But it's shy, even though it's cruel, so be kind to listen when it's talking. One day, I will write something that doesn't make me want to hate myself.

Dear Meursault

2006-10-17T15:26:58-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,257, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-17-06, Published: 10-17-06
Status: Complete

While this is about untrue things, these feelings are very, very true and very, very real. Respect them, please.

You Can't Have It All

2006-10-12T19:30:32-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 509, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-12-06, Published: 10-12-06
Status: Complete

For Ebit, even though she doesn't know it yet.

Future

2006-10-11T20:27:31-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 248, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-11-06, Published: 10-11-06
Status: Complete

When I grow up, I'll be an embarrassment to responsible adults everywhere.

Airraid

2006-10-02T20:20:28-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: War
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-2-06, Published: 10-2-06
Status: Complete

the after silence of the bombs that missed and the questions we don't want to face (written, oddly enough, at work)

For us, For them, For you

2006-09-30T17:14:52-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 374, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-30-06, Published: 9-30-06
Status: Complete

It's about Philadelphia and maybe it makes sense.

PA Morning Announcements on September 11th

2006-09-11T15:47:31-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-11-06, Published: 9-11-06
Status: Complete

I hate my school.

May Angels Lead You In

2006-08-26T08:48:37-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 331, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-26-06, Published: 8-26-06
Status: Complete

You are dead and I am a bitch.

Family Values

2006-08-23T16:40:34-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 358, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-23-06, Published: 8-23-06
Status: Complete

Mother loves her children so much she corners them in the attic. (Written at work, oddly enough.)

It Happened In November

2006-08-21T13:54:00-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 349, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-21-06, Published: 8-21-06
Status: Complete

And I was barely ten years old.

Caution Tape and Warning Labels

2006-08-06T20:17:27-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 349, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-6-06, Published: 8-6-06
Status: Complete

Mothers oppress us and Boyfriends belittle us. Life does not have a manual. (Rated because I like the "f" word.)

Stalker

2006-07-24T15:57:00-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-24-06, Published: 7-24-06
Status: Complete

America makes for an obsessive lover.

Morning Will Be Prettier

2006-07-24T15:42:15-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 341, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-24-06, Published: 7-24-06
Status: Complete

Is it morning or mourning?

Anonymous

2006-07-24T15:40:15-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 235, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-24-06, Published: 7-24-06
Status: Complete

We have not names but snapshots of sunshine.

Liar

2006-06-26T18:50:42-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 198, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-26-06, Published: 6-26-06
Status: Complete

I AM PRETENTIOUS.

R is for Rape

2006-06-26T18:49:18-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 258, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-26-06, Published: 6-26-06
Status: Complete

She's not innocent enough for the alphabet.

Dinner Time

2006-06-13T08:47:02-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Play
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,292, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-13-06, Published: 6-13-06
Status: Complete

Suburban marital bliss is so hard to come by these days.

Zero Is More Than Negative Two

2006-06-08T16:17:14-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 285, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-8-06, Published: 6-8-06
Status: Complete

...just like I am always more than you.

Under no circumstances should this letter be sent

2006-05-11T22:01:12-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 510, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-11-06, Published: 5-11-06
Status: Complete

God, this is so humiliating and I’m starting to cry again.

Prom Night

2006-04-29T22:41:33-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 12, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-29-06, Published: 4-29-06
Status: Complete

Tripping for your car keys, the fun begins. (Dedicated to anyone who was/is affected by a loss due to drunk driving.)

Motherhood

2006-04-29T22:37:50-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 14, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-29-06, Published: 4-29-06
Status: Complete

Give your mums a kiss from me, they deserve it.

Happy Birthday

2006-04-01T22:47:48-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-1-06, Published: 4-1-06
Status: Complete

My sister was a peculiar woman of twenty.

Because that doesn't hurt

2006-03-15T21:48:00-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 33, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-15-06, Published: 3-15-06
Status: Complete

I don't own McDonald's. And you don't own me.

Available

2006-03-15T21:39:47-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 14, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-15-06, Published: 3-15-06
Status: Complete

Don't forget to take it off vibrate. They need you more than you need dreams.

Teenage Manifesto

2006-03-08T17:14:43-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 27, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-8-06, Published: 3-8-06
Status: Complete

(A series of haiku poems) We are born to hate ourselves.

America

2006-01-22T17:45:11-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 14, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-22-06, Published: 1-22-06
Status: Complete

It's a pornographic nation run by preteens.

Ten Years

2006-01-19T18:49:21-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-19-06, Published: 1-19-06
Status: Complete

I'm not that desperate... God, I wish I could give you up.

No

2006-01-18T17:04:50-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 15, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-18-06, Published: 1-18-06
Status: Complete

Innocence is smudged by fingerprints.

1000 Words

2006-01-15T17:45:46-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-15-06, Published: 1-15-06
Status: Complete

I sat rotting in a house while it all fell apart. Not sure what to make of this one

True Love

2006-01-15T17:43:44-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-15-06, Published: 1-15-06
Status: Complete

It was awkward, maybe. It was true love, maybe.

Heat

2005-12-08T08:17:45-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-8-05, Published: 12-8-05
Status: Complete

New Orleans. Katrina. The AC is broken.

Desk

2005-12-08T08:16:10-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 264, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-8-05, Published: 12-8-05
Status: Complete

In which the author hates herself and pities her furniture.

Addict

2005-12-08T08:12:46-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-8-05, Published: 12-8-05
Status: Complete

Philadelphia made me crazy.

Someone save the children

2005-12-07T21:33:46-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 299, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

They are the future, yet they are so petrified.

Welcome to the padded walls

2005-12-07T21:29:38-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 2, Words: 506, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

Today, students, we will observe a mental patient in their natural enviroment. Take notes, this will be on the test.

A plea from the unpretty

2005-12-07T21:23:41-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 378, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

(hides face in hands) Please don't look at me.

Friday Nights

2005-12-07T21:20:58-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,928, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

(Oldie) I was such a nerd, wanting to fit in. I hope I can forgive myself later.

Crazy Kids

2005-12-07T21:18:52-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 296, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

(WARNING: cussing) I loved you. Maybe. I don't know. It hurts.

Don't you see?

2005-12-07T21:16:41-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 373, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

It was a teenage thing and it happened in a classroom but I cannot forget.

I miss you

2005-12-07T21:14:26-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 254, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

We grew up together... but lost each other a little while afterwards.

I am from

2005-12-07T21:12:05-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 262, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

I am more than just a girl in faded jeans and a sweatshirt, after all.

Oh sister please

2005-12-07T21:06:56-08:00

Author: ellina HOPE
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 331, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-7-05, Published: 12-7-05
Status: Complete

We may never understand the cruelty of our siblings, but we can still strive to make up for it.