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When You Try To Breathe

2004-07-20T06:36:32-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 9 Updated: 7-20-04, Published: 7-20-04
Status: Complete

"You only sigh..." Quite cliche, should be in stanzas of four, then the last two lines separate, but...I can't upload properly anymore. Read/review and you can have a camel called Steven.

Escapism

2004-05-06T15:26:15-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 596, Reviews: 6 Updated: 5-6-04, Published: 5-6-04
Status: Complete

"It's midnight; you're dancing." English homework - write the beginning of a short story. Sex and drugs and rock and roll, and stuff?

Hey Hannibal

2004-05-01T08:46:51-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 279, Reviews: 18 Updated: 5-1-04, Published: 5-1-04
Status: Complete

Inspired by The Passion of the Christ ;)

Raw

2004-05-01T08:45:17-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 3, Words: 612, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-1-04, Published: 5-1-04
Status: Complete

I wipe my mouth and my hand comes away covered with...too much, yes, far too much make-up. [a collection of unedited 'poetry)

Black

2004-03-27T16:41:34-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,619, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-27-04, Published: 3-27-04
Status: Complete

There were two people. Both of them hated the white, white walls. One was only living for the other, and the other didn't even know why he was living.

Supernova

2004-03-20T09:21:28-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 7 Updated: 3-20-04, Published: 3-20-04
Status: Complete

But we're gonna live forever, we will never die...

Dead Stars

2004-02-17T07:22:26-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 2, Words: 2,347, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-17-04, Published: 12-23-03
Status: Complete

Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. But cruel to who? [slash] Thanks to everybody who reviewed the prologue!

Rose

2004-02-01T01:47:05-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Horror/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 520, Reviews: 9 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

"Your mouth is like a funeral where kisses go to die..." A note from a bitter lover.

An Ode To Absolon

2003-10-06T10:37:24-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Parody
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-6-03, Published: 10-6-03
Status: Complete

"You can do it in rhyming couplets, that should be fun," she said. "I was being sarcastic," she said, when we did so. But here is what we produced 'tis quite silly. And was for an English Language lesson)

My Utopia

2003-10-05T10:11:34-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-5-03, Published: 10-5-03
Status: Complete

I want a utopia all to myself/where I smoke cigarettes/where I drink to bad health

Midnight in the City

2003-10-05T09:59:21-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 3, Words: 564, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-5-03, Published: 10-5-03
Status: Complete

Midnight in the city, the city that never sleeps...

Slices Of Sunday

2003-10-05T08:15:48-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 759, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-5-03, Published: 10-5-03
Status: Complete

I'm watching you and I'm counting my steps. I'm at your window. Can you feel me? [slash] [first in a series of songfics]

Stop All The Clocks

2003-09-14T04:56:13-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,135, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-14-03, Published: 9-14-03
Status: Complete

"Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone..." A man tries to explain how he felt after his lover's death - has he worked through the confusion he felt then? [implied slash] [stand-alone]

Respect The Ants

2003-08-18T07:32:06-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Work
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 191, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-18-03, Published: 8-18-03
Status: Complete

A strange little piece about a tedious job in the summer.

Stay Beautiful

2003-07-25T04:50:59-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 12, Words: 12,477, Reviews: 59 Updated: 7-25-03, Published: 5-27-03
Status: Complete

"If you don't know me by now, you will never, ever, ever know me." How do you know what's put on for the cameras and what's real? "All rock and roll is homosexual". [slash]

Submission

2003-07-21T03:15:06-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 5 Updated: 7-21-03, Published: 7-21-03
Status: Complete

You don't know when to stop, do you?

Ophelia

2003-07-20T01:38:08-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 667, Reviews: 11 Updated: 7-20-03, Published: 7-20-03
Status: Complete

But she never told me she was drowning... [very mild femslash]

Sweet As Sugar

2003-07-18T06:09:56-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 27, Words: 30,768, Reviews: 64 Updated: 7-18-03, Published: 4-9-03
Status: Complete

Nobody loved you, nobody made you feel so alone...nobody loved you, like me. [slash] [subliminal messages are telling you to READ this] Is it a bird? Is it a plane? No! It's an update!

Violence In Silence

2003-07-18T05:41:03-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 135, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-18-03, Published: 7-18-03
Status: Complete

Some things you lose, some things you just give away. And others are stolen.

Three Simple Steps

2003-06-24T05:06:07-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 307, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-24-03, Published: 6-24-03
Status: Complete

Wehe for stanzas of different lengths. What can an ignorant society do to people? [about homosexuality, but everybody will experience some sort of discrimination]

So Beautiful

2003-06-24T03:01:09-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 377, Reviews: 8 Updated: 6-24-03, Published: 6-24-03
Status: Complete

I'll be getting married in a dirty dress. Did you ever care?

This New World

2003-06-22T10:44:44-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-22-03, Published: 6-22-03
Status: Complete

How long are you going to campaign for your freedom for? You're no prisoner. Embrace the new culture. (just for the record, I consider myself a liberal, and I'm not American, so no patriotism here. Just honesty.)

Boys In The Girls' Room

2003-06-20T17:40:31-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 8 Updated: 6-20-03, Published: 6-20-03
Status: Complete

The conversational skills of your genitalia leave a lot to be desired. [homosexual themes]

Ugly On The Inside

2003-06-20T17:10:22-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 233, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-20-03, Published: 6-20-03
Status: Complete

Because pretty is overrated.

Vodka and Eyeliner

2003-06-20T03:36:29-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 10 Updated: 6-20-03, Published: 6-20-03
Status: Complete

One night stands - the antithesis of love. Just be careful.

Patients Painting

2003-06-19T18:03:26-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-19-03, Published: 6-19-03
Status: Complete

They just couldn't see what he saw.

The Kevorkian Theory

2003-06-19T17:36:59-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-19-03, Published: 6-19-03
Status: Complete

Beware the mercy killer. And embrace the sarcasm, sweethearts.

Smiling In The Darkness

2003-06-19T09:25:00-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-19-03, Published: 6-19-03
Status: Complete

You miss a lot when you take everything at face value.

Enigma

2003-06-17T15:38:05-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 248, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

He follows a pattern, but it all ends in solid colours. A murder, through the eyes of the victim, the murderer and a random blokey.

Every Single Sin

2003-06-17T12:03:26-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 179, Reviews: 5 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

The seven deadly sins - not just ice cream. Rating for sexual innuendo.

Glitter Blindness

2003-06-08T07:00:31-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-8-03, Published: 6-8-03
Status: Complete

Anaemia on a razorblade, snorting disinfectant cocaine,

Razorblade Emotion

2003-06-08T06:58:53-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-8-03, Published: 6-8-03
Status: Complete

Stars don't fade, they die.

The Apostle

2003-06-08T06:20:23-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-8-03, Published: 6-8-03
Status: Complete

Judas - betrayal. Peter - denial. Thomas - doubt. (Just for the record, the final "your" is spelled that way on purpose. It's not a mistake.)

Hollow Be Thy Name

2003-06-02T00:58:25-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-2-03, Published: 6-2-03
Status: Complete

Tasteless broth for the malnourished soul.

Number Unknown

2003-05-31T17:18:56-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-31-03, Published: 5-31-03
Status: Complete

Please hang up and try again.

A Green Bag Labelled Self Destruction

2003-05-12T03:40:57-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 608, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-12-03, Published: 5-12-03
Status: Complete

It holds eight razorblades, nine Lambert and Butlers, two bloodstained tissues and an orange lighter.

Sterile Hell

2003-04-16T03:54:12-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-16-03, Published: 4-16-03
Status: Complete

She speaks no words, though lack of voice, or she doesn't need to, or just by choice/

Rotten and Beautiful

2003-04-13T13:39:25-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-13-03, Published: 4-13-03
Status: Complete

Somebody asked Jack Off Jill if "Nazi Halo" was about Twiggy of Marilyn Manson. I was listening to JoJ and this came about...not about Twiggs, but I was thinking about him when I wrote it, so it's influenced by him. And the "you" and "he" are intentional

Fairy Wings and Feather Boas

2003-03-29T18:07:01-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 935, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-29-03, Published: 3-29-03
Status: Complete

Suppose it could go in Biography, but it's going in here. Rambling about a friendship. "It doesn't matter about the whens or the wheres or the hows or the whys. All that matters is that we do."

But Look At The Sun

2003-03-26T09:09:15-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 213, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-26-03, Published: 3-26-03
Status: Complete

For Caroline, Claire and Rebecca. It's gone too far, my involvement ends HERE.

I Wanted

2003-02-22T16:36:49-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 224, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

Looks quite long, but it's mostly couplets. It's about ignorance, and not understanding something, and not realising you have what you want until it's too late. Or something like that. Maybe.

Dear You

2003-02-22T16:13:11-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 330, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

"I love you like a car crash, like a suicide, like my mind". Another one without a proper structure - there are just random rhymes shoved in there sometimes. A love poem with a twist, maybe, read it until the very end and decide for yourself.

Slit Your Wrist With A Mars Bar Wrapper

2003-02-22T06:14:26-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 411, Reviews: 6 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

"I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view"...no proper structure in the way it's written, but it's about anorexia and...well, that's it really.

Sadness Will Last

2003-02-11T13:06:52-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 2, Words: 1,347, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-11-03, Published: 2-10-03
Status: Complete

La Tristesse Durera-Sadness Will Last. Femslash, if you want it to be, self harm, suicide. I don't own either of the songs. People will always talk. No real link between the two chapters.

In The Light Of A Scar

2003-02-09T06:48:57-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 508, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-9-03, Published: 2-9-03
Status: Complete

"Self injury," I whispered, "is an extended form of vanity." Two poems and a short prose. Quite generalising, uses the term "we". I don't know what all SI-ers feel like, these are just my thoughts.

Snowflakes

2003-01-30T02:14:38-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 677, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-30-03, Published: 1-30-03
Status: Complete

Of accents, snow and The Wildhearts. Just basically everything I thought about this morning written down.

Androgynous

2003-01-26T06:27:07-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 223, Reviews: 9 Updated: 1-26-03, Published: 1-26-03
Status: Complete

This is her Garden of Eden, and it's mine too. Short and rough, deals with bisexuality.

Amen

2003-01-26T06:11:54-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 244, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-26-03, Published: 1-26-03
Status: Complete

Be it love, religion or suicide, something's binding them. Is not, in any way, meant to offend those of you who are religious. And I obviously don't own the wedding vows, Peter Pan or E.T.

The Ladybird

2003-01-13T07:14:51-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-13-03, Published: 1-13-03
Status: Complete

Written when I was eleven. So bad, and pointless, and random that it's almost funny. Almost.

In Which I Sit

2003-01-13T07:10:25-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,463, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-13-03, Published: 1-13-03
Status: Complete

And this is how I shall describe the room in which I sit.

The Place That I Know

2003-01-13T07:09:27-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 356, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-13-03, Published: 1-13-03
Status: Complete

This isn't the place that I know...

He Understands

2003-01-13T07:08:41-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 387, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-13-03, Published: 1-13-03
Status: Complete

For Liam, 1989-2001. Do YOU understand? (written in my "woe is me" stages-lots of juvenile feelings here)

Shorties

2003-01-13T07:06:54-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 486, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-13-03, Published: 1-13-03
Status: Complete

Little bits of pants randomness from two years ago. A storm brings pride, the cold brings fear and the night brings a thief. Will post revised version soon.

And The Clock Struck One

2002-12-22T14:37:27-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,022, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-22-02, Published: 12-22-02
Status: Complete

(A spin off of "I'd Rather Sleep") Slashy, but it doesn't have to be-just change the name at the end. It's sort of bittersweet. A church, rain, tears and midnight mass. "You taught me the appreciation of life. And love."

I'd Rather Sleep

2002-12-21T09:39:26-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 4, Words: 4,639, Reviews: 8 Updated: 12-21-02, Published: 12-9-02
Status: Complete

Two (ex?) lovers remember a Christmas together. This isn't angsty, woohoo! It switches P.O.V in each chapter, so watch out. Chapters 3 and 4, although short, are here. And something's actually going to happen within the next couple![unfinished]

A Day In The Life

2002-12-21T06:43:14-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Parody
Chapters: 1, Words: 956, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-21-02, Published: 12-21-02
Status: Complete

Pleased to say, all credit goes to Rebecca and Caroline. I was just the "hippy clown" and stagehand, and I did a little bit of editing. A normal day in our school...(yes, this actually was scripted and videoed...)

His Bloody Hands

2002-12-16T08:44:32-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Drama
Chapters: 2, Words: 1,242, Reviews: 9 Updated: 12-16-02, Published: 12-14-02
Status: Complete

Who's the real psychopath? Keep thinking, and don't blink. [if you read, please review, because I'm a review whore]

Nobody Is Made Of Stone

2002-12-13T15:35:17-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 457, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-13-02, Published: 12-13-02
Status: Complete

Today, somebody burst into tears in front of me. That's when I realised everybody is falling apart. Nobody is made of stone. Unfortunately, non fiction-the final two girls mentioned are very good friends of mine. This had me crying when I was writing it.

The Spike Dance, The Whole World Is Hairy!

2002-12-09T05:43:33-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,256, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-9-02, Published: 12-9-02
Status: Complete

Have a brain? Want to destroy it? Read this. Otherwise, please don't. You have been warned. Written a year ago, just plain silly. I am very willing to give Rebecca credit where due. Rated for Boy Scouts, the NYB, unibrows and Spike.

Laxatives Or Fingers

2002-12-04T13:10:00-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,501, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

"I tell myself that if I could control myself, I'd be anorexic, wouldn't eat at all. But that's no kind of control, it's panic and frenzy". I'm digging up all my old E.D stuff and writing new ones. This is a new one. Rating for general theme and language.

Angels Instead

2002-12-03T12:15:37-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 216, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-3-02, Published: 12-3-02
Status: Complete

Song in brackets and italics is Angels, by Robbie Williams. For Danielle, who's welcome to stay whenever she wants.

Binge And Purge

2002-12-03T09:35:45-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-3-02, Published: 12-3-02
Status: Complete

Because sometimes, you're your own worst enemy...

I Believe In Father Christmas

2002-11-28T12:13:04-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,875, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-28-02, Published: 11-28-02
Status: Complete

Should be in songfics, but I like attention. The song is by...Greg Lake, I think. Things always seem worse at Christmas...

Because We're Cool Like That

2002-11-28T11:44:48-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,544, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-28-02, Published: 11-28-02
Status: Complete

Rated for some language that there might not even be. Just things people say...in the heat of the moment. It's probably not very funny.

All I Am

2002-11-24T09:10:05-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 250, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-24-02, Published: 11-24-02
Status: Complete

"I'll be damned, all I am is all I am.."

It's Like

2002-11-24T09:07:58-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-24-02, Published: 11-24-02
Status: Complete

"And it's like a democracy without any rights"....Nothing special.

And Is

2002-11-24T09:01:07-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-24-02, Published: 11-24-02
Status: Complete

"And is this how you remembered me, the way you wanted me to be?" Doesn't make much sense. At all.

Senseless

2002-11-16T12:56:56-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-16-02, Published: 11-16-02
Status: Complete

Another of the twenty-something from my old account. This is a couple of years old too. Ever felt empty?

Ring Of Fire

2002-11-16T12:55:18-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 184, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-16-02, Published: 11-16-02
Status: Complete

This might offend some Christians, too. I wrote it...almost two years ago. I'm transferring everything from my old account, see.

Thank Heaven For Little Boys

2002-11-16T07:21:32-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 246, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-16-02, Published: 11-16-02
Status: Complete

For without them, what would little girls do?

This One's For You

2002-11-09T06:25:53-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 540, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-9-02, Published: 11-9-02
Status: Complete

Whenever I go to the bar, I always buy a shot for the bartender, too.

Emma

2002-10-30T11:40:04-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 422, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-30-02, Published: 10-30-02
Status: Complete

[non fiction] How much can a three year old love? One little girl changed me. This is Emma's story [very short prose]

Insert Catchy Title Here

2002-10-23T13:10:00-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-23-02, Published: 10-23-02
Status: Complete

Four haiku, written in about ten minutes. Nothing special, the first I've done in years. One relates to a songfic of mine, and I think I got the syllables wrong in one of them. However, the layout should be better now. Read and see for yourself.

For Rebecca

2002-10-22T06:00:10-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 2, Words: 1,052, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-22-02, Published: 10-14-02
Status: Complete

"If you need to crash, then crash and burn, you're not alone". Neither of the songs belong to me. Just ramblings, from me to an old friend. Cheesy, happy, miserable, and hopefully inspiring, all at once. Used to be called "For Rebecca".

For Instance

2002-10-14T03:44:14-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 3, Words: 1,444, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-14-02, Published: 10-14-02
Status: Complete

A collection of short almost-stories, each using some details I was given (gender, career, setting, theme). One sided m/m in chapter 3. And a bad word.

A Casket And One Black Rose

2002-10-09T12:36:07-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 7 Updated: 10-9-02, Published: 10-9-02
Status: Complete

"And so he stands, rose in hand, staring at the stone..." I wrote this as an introduction to a story I'm writing. It's a bit rushed, but it could be worse, I think.

The Man Who Never Died

2002-09-08T12:36:13-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 225, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-8-02, Published: 9-8-02
Status: Complete

It is, incidentally, a poem. Blegh, read the author's notes. Or don't. Whichever.

Hollywood, Hell

2002-08-27T03:25:41-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-27-02, Published: 8-27-02
Status: Complete

Another poem about the downside of fame.

I've Got A Gun

2002-08-27T03:24:11-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 352, Reviews: 8 Updated: 8-27-02, Published: 8-27-02
Status: Complete

Rating for suicide, and just general...angstness. Inspired by the Nirvana song "Come As You Are". Yes.

Frayed Ends Of Sanity

2002-08-27T03:22:30-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-27-02, Published: 8-27-02
Status: Complete

Wheee, I stole the title from a Metallica song, and I wrote my own poem based on that title.

In This Void I Call My Head

2002-08-27T03:21:24-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-27-02, Published: 8-27-02
Status: Complete

I don't want to give it a summary. Read, or go away.

Just Another Statistic

2002-08-27T03:20:04-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 265, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-27-02, Published: 8-27-02
Status: Complete

I didn't know what to rate this. There's only one "bad word" that I know of...oh, maybe two...I've just used them rather a lot. Unnecessarily.

A Day Just Like Today

2002-08-27T03:12:00-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 333, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-27-02, Published: 8-27-02
Status: Complete

Angsty angsty angsty...

No Need To Believe

2002-08-14T06:54:32-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 179, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-14-02, Published: 8-14-02
Status: Complete

Blah. Song. Yes.

Take Your Tablets

2002-08-12T15:49:10-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 135, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

"Same old time, same old place, same old line and same old face."

Tobacco Breath

2002-08-12T15:43:46-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 150, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Erm...yeah. Just read it, please.

Looking Down A Vodka Bottle

2002-08-12T15:41:58-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Strangely enough, I had been drinking vodka when I wrote this. That should explain it. But yes, I was looking down the bottle, watching the liquid swish at the bottom, and it was pretty.

Immortalised In Red Ink

2002-08-12T15:40:13-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Yeah, this was just begging to be written. Don't ask what it's about. I don't know.

Fame

2002-08-12T15:38:34-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Yay, double angst. The downsides to fame. Behind closed doors.

Train Of Thought

2002-08-12T15:31:05-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

I'm not sure what I think of this, but...here it is, anyway. I don't detest it.

Time To Die, My Pretty

2002-08-12T15:27:38-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Horror/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Erm...a poem.

Shine, Somehow

2002-08-12T15:15:06-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Meh, I was just going to call this "Shine" but it seemed a bit fluffy...a poem about drug abuse. The fictional person in the poem is the same as the one in "A Fairytale Ago"

Looking Glass

2002-08-12T15:11:09-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Hmm...I quite like this one. Warning: Some Christians may find it offensive, my apologies if you do...

Casual, Comfortable

2002-08-12T15:04:28-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 173, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

I'm not really keen on this, but I felt the need to write it, so I did.

Where Lovers Cross

2002-08-12T15:01:54-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Ermm...I quite like this one. But the formatting will be weird again, I bet...

A Fairytale Ago

2002-08-12T14:59:10-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-12-02, Published: 8-12-02
Status: Complete

Ladeda...just a poem...I must apologise for the layout of all of these, I saved it in the wrong form.

Sadistic

2002-06-04T08:49:34-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 500, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-4-02, Published: 6-4-02
Status: Complete

Yet another angsty piece. I can't summarise any of my stuff, so why do I try?

Comfortably Numb

2002-06-04T08:47:46-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 647, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-4-02, Published: 6-4-02
Status: Complete

Another short, angsty...uhh..thing, by me. No prose section, apparently. Using the song "Comfortably Numb" by Pink Floyd.

My Fantasy Suicide

2002-06-04T08:45:46-08:00

Author: underjoyed
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 388, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-4-02, Published: 6-4-02
Status: Complete

No, this isn't a poem. I just prefered this layout. That would be all. Why is it PG13? I don't know, I have rating issues.