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accidentally

2006-10-06T20:13:38-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 19 Updated: 10-6-06, Published: 10-6-06
Status: Complete

but honey, tinkerbell isn't tossing her fairy dust/on our heads anytime tonight

devils & deeds

2006-09-21T13:07:28-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 8 Updated: 9-21-06, Published: 9-21-06
Status: Complete

when home is fashioned out of past grievances, devils and deeds, and fridge magnets that will never know how to spell your name

running with scissors

2006-09-21T07:10:25-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 8 Updated: 9-21-06, Published: 9-21-06
Status: Complete

when you were young you ran with scissors //you're going to stab yourself one day//

she

2006-08-06T21:11:18-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 14 Updated: 8-6-06, Published: 8-6-06
Status: Complete

she's a cancerous addiction, and all she asks (is that you save her until it's finally time for her to save herself.)

i wanna be your marilyn monroe

2006-07-18T21:03:21-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 207, Reviews: 19 Updated: 7-18-06, Published: 7-18-06
Status: Complete

i wanna be your marilyn monroe & you can be my romeo/we'll romance & overdose (and when we're ghosts we'll sing)

snowballs & playboys

2006-07-18T01:37:57-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 11 Updated: 7-18-06, Published: 7-18-06
Status: Complete

a love&infinity even ginsberg&kerouac&buddha at their philosophical finest couldn't epitomize.

skin

2006-03-18T08:56:05-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 15 Updated: 3-18-06, Published: 3-18-06
Status: Complete

your black skin &my white skin & together we are two pieces of one heart merging.

bound

2006-01-12T02:06:54-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 365, Reviews: 23 Updated: 1-12-06, Published: 1-12-06
Status: Complete

I was there, so were you; you know as I do: "your trinity raped me without conscience."

Vicious Toy

2005-11-20T18:08:02-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 12 Updated: 11-20-05, Published: 11-20-05
Status: Complete

Vicious Toy/Got cupboards full of chainsaws and little boys...I swear I must be heaven sent

rooftop

2005-11-18T03:09:03-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 258, Reviews: 8 Updated: 11-18-05, Published: 11-18-05
Status: Complete

your pale wristbones show no reverence as my winter gives away to widowed november and he catches the criminal in me with a smile.

love in a body bag

2005-10-29T23:51:34-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 14 Updated: 10-29-05, Published: 10-29-05
Status: Complete

i've run two thousand miles (away) but you still can touch the distance. (he's the favourite american psycho but i'm the criminal tonight.)

virginity hardened into a bloodstain

2005-10-29T03:32:29-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 281, Reviews: 13 Updated: 10-29-05, Published: 10-29-05
Status: Complete

your face is guernica and our eyes are scared like streetlights as (my) virginity hardens into a bloodstain around my heart. for (the first) boy.

peace to his people

2005-08-26T10:03:34-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Spiritual/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 551, Reviews: 22 Updated: 8-26-05, Published: 8-26-05
Status: Complete

that thrill you cannot explain, and the guilt of the afterwards like an electrical cord around your neck. (my god, i have forsaken thee) prose-poem about priests and pedophilia.

chemical burn

2005-08-23T05:22:29-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 210, Reviews: 15 Updated: 8-23-05, Published: 8-23-05
Status: Complete

I'm a galaxy-crossed supernova and we'll look so good in a hearse.

midas touch

2005-08-22T18:52:46-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 168, Reviews: 8 Updated: 8-22-05, Published: 8-22-05
Status: Complete

he's barely holding the sky above his sanity and his innocent touch is turning me to gold(dust). An attempt to break my writer's block.

delilahBEcomejezebel

2005-06-23T02:14:20-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 369, Reviews: 30 Updated: 6-23-05, Published: 6-23-05
Status: Complete

they threw me to the dogs so i wouldn't tell

Ordinary Decay

2005-05-29T05:01:12-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 311, Reviews: 13 Updated: 5-29-05, Published: 5-29-05
Status: Complete

you are really just preparing me for an adulthood of ordinary decay

not yours truly

2005-05-26T09:01:49-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 20 Updated: 5-26-05, Published: 5-26-05
Status: Complete

love is not an option

reputable disgrace

2005-05-26T07:12:51-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 225, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-26-05, Published: 5-26-05
Status: Complete

//A Vixen With An Opinion Now Has The Floor// feminist critique- society and teenage girls who don't conform.

speak

2005-05-24T20:34:07-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 19 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

//point blank. date rape.// tick tick tick. . .time's up. Partially inspired by Laurie Halse Anderson's novel of the same name.

whoring tragedy

2005-05-24T20:31:48-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 7 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

so tragically teenaged i got my own reality show on mtv

intumescence

2005-05-24T14:23:10-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 9, Reviews: 7 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

the creative process

lemon

2005-05-24T14:19:19-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 112, Reviews: 8 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

oh, so just go on and devastate me.

from california with love

2005-05-24T14:17:45-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

and when i am drowning, i will wonder if when you read it in the papers, you will wonder if i thought of you.

fragile

2005-05-24T14:16:30-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

i'm trying to get you to steal my heart.

floors

2005-05-24T14:14:49-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

my innocence is trapped in the cracks of the tile floor, and /yes/, i am trying to hurt you. (because you hurt me too.)

mirrorfed

2005-05-24T09:37:02-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 37, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

Inspired by Marya Hornbacher's "Wasted," and what I see when I look in the mirror at times.

blister

2005-05-24T09:34:10-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 6 Updated: 5-24-05, Published: 5-24-05
Status: Complete

miscarriages over toilets and i think we're coming undone

Full Circle

2005-05-22T05:05:03-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 458, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-22-05, Published: 5-22-05
Status: Complete

An attempt to shine light on the truth of what happened to the early pagans, and bring acceptance and respect toward Wicca, which has been much maligned by dishonesty. It is time for someone to reveal the truth.

Cries from the Tomb

2005-05-22T03:42:05-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: War
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 8 Updated: 5-22-05, Published: 5-22-05
Status: Complete

For all my ancestors, forced onto the Trail of Tears. (I remember what they did to us.)

Lie to the Truth

2005-05-22T03:17:31-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 248, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-22-05, Published: 5-22-05
Status: Complete

I wrote this about a year ago. It's a tad more. . .cliche than what I write now, I suppose you could say, but I still have a fondness for it and the emotion is still there, despite the style differential.

Bad Habits

2005-05-22T00:03:51-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 212, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-22-05, Published: 5-22-05
Status: Complete

"Truthfully these memories are bad habits I can't break. . ." Satirical, inspired by the Dresden Dolls, most notably "Good Day," whose music this is set to. Anyway. Idealism really does get us all in the end. . .

Carnival

2005-05-21T20:50:46-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 7 Updated: 5-21-05, Published: 5-21-05
Status: Complete

(iamafraidforus)

breaking point

2005-05-21T05:08:35-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 355, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-21-05, Published: 5-21-05
Status: Complete

"daddy, daddy, you bastard/it's all because of you.) for my father.

myriad

2005-04-29T14:57:42-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 15 Updated: 4-29-05, Published: 4-29-05
Status: Complete

iamfallingintoyou.

sweetness plays with your words

2005-04-28T19:40:37-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 7, Words: 191, Reviews: 29 Updated: 4-28-05, Published: 4-21-05
Status: Complete

yes, your smile alone is worth a collection.

striking

2005-04-17T21:27:21-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-17-05, Published: 4-17-05
Status: Complete

"i think you caught my heart on fire."

just being

2005-04-16T14:44:26-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-16-05, Published: 4-16-05
Status: Complete

An old one. All of this has since happened, but it's still hard to learn how to just.be. . .

blur

2005-04-16T14:27:54-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 15 Updated: 4-16-05, Published: 4-16-05
Status: Complete

and she really doesn't mind being another stastistic of this /fucked-up/ generation, but the cigarette smoke is blurring her out of the pictures. . .

stoned passion perfection

2005-03-18T14:13:20-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 7 Updated: 3-18-05, Published: 3-18-05
Status: Complete

"truly, you have to know/how oh so irresistible you are."

this is paris

2005-03-12T20:55:29-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Parody
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 7 Updated: 3-12-05, Published: 3-12-05
Status: Complete

Inspired by existentionalism and "I Heart Huckbees." Who am i if i'm not myself, all that. Meant to be a parody, but, you know, i may have missed the mark completely, and unlocked my entire universe. Or something.

consequences

2005-02-28T08:52:04-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 14, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-28-05, Published: 2-28-05
Status: Complete

not trying to move, it's just your ghost passing through. . .

closer

2005-02-24T18:56:59-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 6 Updated: 2-24-05, Published: 2-24-05
Status: Complete

for a boy, about a boy, you know how it goes.

fingertip

2005-02-24T11:01:58-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-24-05, Published: 2-24-05
Status: Complete

the result of the calm after a short, but intense, breakdown yesterday. just letting all the ashes fall while my new razors get stuck in the pack. . .

stay

2005-02-05T13:55:16-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-5-05, Published: 2-5-05
Status: Complete

i'm that girl standing in the corner everyone agrees is beautiful though they can't.quite. figure.out.why, snapping a rubber band and scowling so you'll notice me. short and spur of the moment honesty. dedicated to. . .someone.

not so living proof

2005-01-20T17:43:51-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 7 Updated: 1-20-05, Published: 1-20-05
Status: Complete

the sun won't come out tommorow

stained paper heart

2005-01-20T10:56:33-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 9 Updated: 1-20-05, Published: 1-20-05
Status: Complete

come up with something better than i love you.

disney movie happy ending

2005-01-20T10:54:42-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 203, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-20-05, Published: 1-20-05
Status: Complete

on the way to never-never wonderland. . .teen angst i thought i'd gotten rid of.

sodom & gomorrah

2005-01-06T11:13:12-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-6-05, Published: 1-6-05
Status: Complete

riding on tragedy (for Sappho)

new year's eve

2005-01-03T19:58:27-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 192, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-3-05, Published: 1-3-05
Status: Complete

[feeling like a do or die] inspired by elliott smith's music, the movie thirteen, and where my own life is at right now.

hoax

2004-12-01T09:02:38-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 234, Reviews: 12 Updated: 12-1-04, Published: 12-1-04
Status: Complete

//Your heart is my punching bag/Said the rocket to the boy.// Twisted homage to David, Iggy, Lou, and oh, Mick, by way of "Velvet Goldmine." To their work and what may or may not have happened between them.

200 Cigarettes

2004-11-19T20:13:51-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 10 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

[I smoked 200 cigarettes and crashed against the wall] Because (this isn't really up to par but) it means something to me.

scars and stripes to last forever

2004-11-16T21:04:09-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 5 Updated: 11-16-04, Published: 11-16-04
Status: Complete

torture me torture me torture me [Listen to the metaphor]

lost in all our wars

2004-11-15T04:32:14-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 185, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-15-04, Published: 11-15-04
Status: Complete

[And I tried not to fall] Romantic conflict inspired by the Indigo Girls' "You and Me of the 10,000 Wars" and a slash story I'm writing. Love is the best abuse, and the golden contradiction.

Made In Taiwan

2004-11-12T05:33:34-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 443, Reviews: 11 Updated: 11-12-04, Published: 11-12-04
Status: Complete

Latex love and girls that were silicone-inflated whole. (Or so you think. . .)

Teenage Medicore Oddity

2004-11-11T06:01:20-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 224, Reviews: 7 Updated: 11-11-04, Published: 11-11-04
Status: Complete

[I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity] Learning to survive is the number one cause of suicide. Weird and subconciously influenced by Nirvana (isn't everything) Probably sounds better than it reads.

swizzle

2004-11-09T01:52:56-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 7 Updated: 11-9-04, Published: 11-9-04
Status: Complete

It started out as a word association experiment. I'm getting my inspiration from weird places these days. . .but anyway, this probably isn't that good or even makes much sense (it's kind of acid-trippy) but I have a special fondness for it nevertheless.

bleed immaculate sublime

2004-11-08T11:52:37-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 426, Reviews: 9 Updated: 11-8-04, Published: 11-8-04
Status: Complete

induced by alcohol, sleep-deprivation, and "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind."

synthetic

2004-10-29T03:18:17-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 130, Reviews: 8 Updated: 10-29-04, Published: 10-29-04
Status: Complete

(heroin waif black lingerie lace) For all those models that had no idea what they were getting themselves into.

bone plastic perfect

2004-10-25T12:28:24-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 308, Reviews: 9 Updated: 10-25-04, Published: 10-25-04
Status: Complete

[dresden doll cracked] What nourishes me also destroys me (anorexia saves lives)

suckerlove

2004-10-22T23:02:29-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,066, Reviews: 16 Updated: 10-22-04, Published: 10-22-04
Status: Complete

"Suckerlove is heaven sent. . ." Or not. Or maybe it's both. After all, he's the golden child. And you love him so much it's hate. [m/m slash; dark themes; second person]

dolltrash

2004-10-20T04:24:51-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 224, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-20-04, Published: 10-20-04
Status: Complete

dedicated to all the boys on the corner who aren't allowed to open their eyes

origami

2004-10-20T04:23:54-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 255, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-20-04, Published: 10-20-04
Status: Complete

life should be an origami galaxy

technicolour lunacy

2004-10-19T00:23:28-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 7 Updated: 10-19-04, Published: 10-19-04
Status: Complete

hollywood drama

lady lazarus has nine lives

2004-10-16T20:41:07-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 347, Reviews: 4 Updated: 10-16-04, Published: 10-16-04
Status: Complete

For Sylvia Plath. Lady lazarus has nine lives and honey, it's high time you opened your eyes.

Fade Away

2004-10-15T23:42:23-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 572, Reviews: 9 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

If you fall like you fade there'll be nothing left to save. [little boy turned media whore]

the true story of what never was

2004-10-15T01:03:19-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 489, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

sixteen and not quite real, you see

jean genet sucked out your soul

2004-10-15T01:02:22-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 8 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

. . .but don't you need to have one first? [don't worry i made this up]

platform shoes

2004-10-15T00:59:13-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

In which I have a brush with adulthood and realise I am seriously not okay with it

And the Pretty Vampire Boys Smile

2004-10-15T00:54:25-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 289, Reviews: 6 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

Things cannot be magnificent when you are not afraid to look under the bed. Inspired by Sugar on the Asphalt's "White Satin."

Please

2004-10-06T01:10:13-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 489, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-6-04, Published: 10-6-04
Status: Complete

Dedicated to someone that deserves so much more than what she has. This is my apology, my explanation of myself and times past that have nevertheless left scars. It's been way too long in coming.

in the back of that magik shop, nirmanakaya

2004-10-04T01:29:50-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 582, Reviews: 7 Updated: 10-4-04, Published: 10-4-04
Status: Complete

Dedicated to Allen Ginsberg, because I miss him. That time in the back of the magik shop, when Buddha winked at me, I met my spirit for the first time.

rupture

2004-10-03T10:06:39-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 362, Reviews: 4 Updated: 10-3-04, Published: 10-3-04
Status: Complete

I'd like to see how you're going to make everything up, if at all. Expressing feelings toward a certain person and his betrayal of several people, myself included.

FDA Approved Uranium 235

2004-09-29T23:35:39-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 407, Reviews: 8 Updated: 9-29-04, Published: 9-29-04
Status: Complete

Apparently I feel like Ginsberg at 2 in the morning. Unsubtle, sarcastic, humorous and honest in my opinion attack on America.

statistic

2004-09-24T16:09:45-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 315, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-24-04, Published: 9-24-04
Status: Complete

I'm sorry I let the world take me over before it took me by surprise.

zero

2004-09-23T15:06:15-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Mystery
Chapters: 1, Words: 343, Reviews: 6 Updated: 9-23-04, Published: 9-23-04
Status: Complete

Inspired by the movie "Fight Club." Tyler and the narrator's relationship. "He's perfect in the most imperfect way. . ."

signify metanoia

2004-09-21T11:15:08-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-21-04, Published: 9-21-04
Status: Complete

She's the little violet star, she'll dress like the mad hatter, tell you who you are. . .

Pain Personification

2004-09-19T00:29:54-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 185, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-19-04, Published: 9-19-04
Status: Complete

Viciousness, slight vulgarity, a little boy that breaks hearts, makes contradictions, tries to be a rock star, and those that come at him bare-clawed. . .

blame

2004-09-18T21:43:40-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-18-04, Published: 9-18-04
Status: Complete

And nothing will ever be what you what, and nothing will ever be your fault.

boy heart

2004-09-15T01:14:39-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-15-04, Published: 9-15-04
Status: Complete

Boy hearts and girls breathing smoke so come child, bleed an embrace. . .

truth, in utopian context

2004-09-14T23:05:28-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-14-04, Published: 9-14-04
Status: Complete

Just trust us on this, Jackie, believe what we tell you and swallow this pill- what, do you think we'd lie to you? Inspired by Farenheit 451 and general dystopia.

prozac wish

2004-09-12T23:14:37-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-12-04, Published: 9-12-04
Status: Complete

Well, you got your prozac wish, and the judge has got a gun, too bad it's bubblegum. . . Burroughs references and more trippy/creepiness, a sort of companion to null and void.

complex analysis

2004-09-12T23:12:47-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-12-04, Published: 9-12-04
Status: Complete

And it's nights like this when the city closes in and it all seems so hopeless that yes, Freud, I do believe I'm crazy.

null and void

2004-09-11T18:28:54-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 212, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-11-04, Published: 9-11-04
Status: Complete

It shouldn't be like this. . .and I'm in a wedding dress, old lace that smells like spiders and your grandmother's casket. Dissonance, despite myself, and very Burroughs-esque trippy/creepiness.

SexType Thing

2004-09-08T23:29:29-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 320, Reviews: 9 Updated: 9-8-04, Published: 9-8-04
Status: Complete

Sometimes you really are nothing but meat.

gingerbread

2004-09-06T20:29:32-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 13 Updated: 9-6-04, Published: 9-6-04
Status: Complete

"look at you," he said, "my little Nancy Rotten. . ." Sometimes, you just really aren't all that.

strange

2004-09-06T19:18:22-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 67, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-6-04, Published: 9-6-04
Status: Complete

On top of a mountain, you're picture in my hand, I suddenly felt like life's stranger.

little earthquake

2004-09-06T07:36:17-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-6-04, Published: 9-6-04
Status: Complete

There's something about the way the actress looks at the movie star.

gold dust

2004-09-06T07:30:40-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-6-04, Published: 9-6-04
Status: Complete

Sometimes, you shouldn't give everything away.

simply

2004-09-06T07:06:53-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-6-04, Published: 9-6-04
Status: Complete

Truth is hard to find inside a boy.

Always Is a Promise

2004-09-02T10:18:53-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 369, Reviews: 11 Updated: 9-2-04, Published: 9-2-04
Status: Complete

And she's perfect and I've never known I could be happy until now, with the two of us here in my head. . . Dedicated to my best friend, Jerusha.

teenage faery

2004-09-02T10:13:59-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 7 Updated: 9-2-04, Published: 9-2-04
Status: Complete

And it seems that I've never seen beautiful until this moment.

Varsity Blues

2004-08-31T19:47:31-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-31-04, Published: 8-31-04
Status: Complete

And he swears he's not all right. Commentary on American society through the eyes of a boy it's destroying.

pulp fiction

2004-08-31T07:16:53-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Mystery/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 532, Reviews: 5 Updated: 8-31-04, Published: 8-31-04
Status: Complete

"My man's got a heart like a rock cast in the sea. . ." Two girls, a gun, and the liar she both thought they loved.

Petals

2004-08-29T19:36:21-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 322, Reviews: 8 Updated: 8-29-04, Published: 8-29-04
Status: Complete

Life took him apart like it eventually does everyone but why can't he just be Peter Pan?

Desire Haze

2004-08-28T03:13:09-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 438, Reviews: 7 Updated: 8-28-04, Published: 8-28-04
Status: Complete

Complexes and ambivalence and a girl that's become such a mess she can't even have the woman she could.

appease

2004-08-22T13:35:35-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 7 Updated: 8-22-04, Published: 8-22-04
Status: Complete

Is this desire and why has it given up?

when my words met your lips

2004-08-21T23:56:21-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 403, Reviews: 10 Updated: 8-21-04, Published: 8-21-04
Status: Complete

Snapshots of a crumbling relationship, of being trapped in the middle while still just outside looking in.

mirage of glory

2004-08-17T23:54:46-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 162, Reviews: 10 Updated: 8-17-04, Published: 8-17-04
Status: Complete

Make money, not art. (he's raucous grammy gold killing poetry for the industry lights.) Finally breaking my two-month long writer's block.

Sistine Chapel Replica

2004-06-25T22:14:09-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 10 Updated: 6-25-04, Published: 6-25-04
Status: Complete

Metaphorical look at abusing oneself for the one you love.

Glitter Boy

2004-06-18T21:19:54-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 375, Reviews: 16 Updated: 6-18-04, Published: 6-18-04
Status: Complete

The rhyming, (she thinks unrequited) love of a girl for her gay best friend. Self-centered, certainly; but that is the nature of grief and, sometimes, love.

Slither

2004-06-18T17:14:55-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 485, Reviews: 12 Updated: 6-18-04, Published: 6-18-04
Status: Complete

Inspired by a scene in Velvet Goldmine. A world-famous musician watches a once-famous lover try to fall apart on stage. . .feeling when he shouldn't and his lover should.

Rapture In a New Light

2004-06-11T16:49:47-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 12 Updated: 6-11-04, Published: 6-11-04
Status: Complete

An English sonnet written from the point of view of a necrophiliac.

Never Promised

2004-06-09T18:58:34-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 259, Reviews: 9 Updated: 6-9-04, Published: 6-9-04
Status: Complete

Love leaving, angst and trying to find a way back to any part of her. . .flower metaphors.

Forgot the Stitches

2004-06-09T18:56:09-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 167, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-9-04, Published: 6-9-04
Status: Complete

Stitches tearing, facades falling and bruises healing all in a night.

Sinner's Say

2004-06-04T12:36:14-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-4-04, Published: 6-4-04
Status: Complete

A short, satirical take on fallen angels and sin.

Casualty

2004-05-19T11:28:42-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-19-04, Published: 5-19-04
Status: Complete

A short, metaphorical piece about the death of. . .love? Life? Innocence? A soldier in war? I'm up for any interpretation you give me, and am rather interested in what people come up with!

Protest

2004-05-15T23:50:05-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 9 Updated: 5-15-04, Published: 5-15-04
Status: Complete

You can't hurt someone that's given it all away. Ah, to be borderline.

Evanescence

2004-05-06T12:58:05-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 11 Updated: 5-6-04, Published: 5-6-04
Status: Complete

More Gothic than I usually write. Inspired by a picture in Muted Faith's comic "Wicked Alchemy."

Forced Into Insanity

2004-05-06T12:55:45-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-6-04, Published: 5-6-04
Status: Complete

Written after a severe panic attack. They make me feel like I'm going crazy.

Once Again

2004-05-06T12:53:04-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 7 Updated: 5-6-04, Published: 5-6-04
Status: Complete

Written spur-of-the-moment after my Catholic mother discovered that I was wearing a pentagram.

Beyond Agape

2004-04-25T07:28:07-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 444, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-25-04, Published: 4-25-04
Status: Complete

Reacting to the death of a loved one and pondering the "circumstances of time" and regret.

Well Kept Importance

2004-04-21T17:47:53-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 28, Reviews: 6 Updated: 4-21-04, Published: 4-21-04
Status: Complete

The creed of perjurers.

Corruption

2004-04-21T17:46:24-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 26, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-21-04, Published: 4-21-04
Status: Complete

Inspired by the amazing Frugale's "Young Alice." Using Alice in Wonderland to convey drugs and death.

snowflakes bloom in time with bruises

2004-04-21T07:51:29-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 10 Updated: 4-21-04, Published: 4-21-04
Status: Complete

An abstract poem on child abuse, inspired by Sarah Mclachlan's "Fumbling Towards Ecstasy."

Maybe I

2004-04-21T07:50:31-08:00

Author: breakdown in the waiting room
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 339, Reviews: 8 Updated: 4-21-04, Published: 4-21-04
Status: Complete

"Maybe I need another Motherland/Or a world surprisingly less Insane. . ." Ani Difranco inspired stream-of-consciousness that rhymes! I think in guitar chords. . .