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An Accident Waiting to Happen

2007-11-28T09:37:14-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 35, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-28-07, Published: 11-28-07
Status: Complete

Due to my backwards approach to life, It's only a matter of time before I find a way to destroy myself. 7 syllables in each verse.

Adonis and Persephone

2007-11-08T09:09:27-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 490, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-8-07, Published: 11-8-07
Status: Complete

This Greek myth is an almost perfect metaphor for my last relationship. I'm sure some of you can figure out the symbolism. 10 syllables in each line.

The Reawakening

2007-09-17T17:02:07-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-17-07, Published: 9-17-07
Status: Complete

I thought I could keep The Demoness asleep, but She's awake again, and boy, is She famished. 11 syllables in each verse.

I Desire Nothing

2007-08-30T11:46:46-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-30-07, Published: 8-30-07
Status: Complete

My psychologist asked me what I wanted out of life. This is my answer.

For Alex Tinkler

2007-03-23T13:51:13-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 281, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-23-07, Published: 3-23-07
Status: Complete

A hilarious classmate of mine has passed away, and I'm quite sad that he's gone. The tone reflects both his personality and my emotions.

A Love That Never Was

2007-03-15T22:05:15-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 568, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-15-07, Published: 3-15-07
Status: Complete

I found my childhood sweetheart on Facebook, but the reunion was more bitter than sweet. It's not unlike Mathilde and Manech from the film A Very Long Engagement.

A Princess' Doom

2006-11-01T08:35:51-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-1-06, Published: 11-1-06
Status: Complete

Like a princess forced to marry a foreign noble, I have to leave my beloved home for a less desirable one.

Wild Abandon

2006-09-21T20:32:50-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-21-06, Published: 9-21-06
Status: Complete

An acrostic about the power of lust. 6 syllables in each line.

Eternal Youth

2006-09-19T08:58:11-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-19-06, Published: 9-19-06
Status: Complete

The secret of eternal youth. 7 syllables in each verse.

A New Beginning or The End?

2006-06-10T19:05:32-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 48, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-10-06, Published: 6-10-06
Status: Complete

I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to confront the challenges that lie ahead. 9 syllables in each line.

Cocoon

2006-06-08T05:20:41-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 31, Reviews: 5 Updated: 6-8-06, Published: 6-8-06
Status: Complete

Where I once saw death, I can now see life. 8 syllables in each verse.

Violets and Venus Flytraps

2006-05-30T19:04:34-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 205, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-30-06, Published: 5-30-06
Status: Complete

Abuse can turn the sweetest girl could turn into a cold-hearted bitch. I know this because I am one. 5 syllables in each line.

The Leave Taking

2006-05-21T12:41:01-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 46, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-21-06, Published: 5-21-06
Status: Complete

The last of my teacher-friends that I met during my Arts degree will be gone by the end of the summer, marking the end of a chapter in my life. 11 syllables in each verse.

Giant Molecular Clouds

2006-05-01T18:44:09-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-1-06, Published: 5-1-06
Status: Complete

I must die before I can be born anew.

Blood Spatters on White Walls

2006-04-13T12:52:58-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-13-06, Published: 4-13-06
Status: Complete

A friend of mine recently had a suicide attempt. This alarming event reminded me of my own self-destructive tendencies. 7 syllables in each line.

The Flower and Her Sun

2006-03-22T06:48:26-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 201, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-22-06, Published: 3-22-06
Status: Complete

My crush may be out of my romantic reach, but at least he cares about my well-being.

Eros' Legacy

2006-03-16T18:45:04-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-16-06, Published: 3-16-06
Status: Complete

Need I say more? 7 syllables in each line.

Brian Greene Makes Physics Sexy!

2006-01-26T17:32:05-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Essay
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 795, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-26-06, Published: 1-26-06
Status: Complete

Who knew the words 'sexy' and 'physicist' could go together? This will appear in the March 2006 issue of SUStenance (the editor told me she now wished she had attended his lecture.)

The Father I Never Had

2006-01-24T07:00:03-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-24-06, Published: 1-24-06
Status: Complete

An acrostic on a man who fills an emotional void in my life. The intimacy's exaggerated in the poem, but it's still a reflection of reality. 7 syllables in each verse.

The Mist

2006-01-21T20:36:22-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-21-06, Published: 1-21-06
Status: Complete

If I was never meant to be an astrophysicist because of the severity of my mental illnesses, then why was I born intelligent in the first place? If I were stupid, at least I wouldn't suffer.

Expanding the Sexual Orientation Continuum

2006-01-17T20:35:29-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Essay
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 658, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-17-06, Published: 1-17-06
Status: Complete

My article for the January 2006 issue of the SSA newsletter. Although the social sciences acknowledge that sexual orientation exists on a continuum, I feel it needs some work.

Closet Demons

2006-01-07T17:46:49-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-7-06, Published: 1-7-06
Status: Complete

It's only a matter of time before the demons in my psyche find a way to break loose from their chains. 8 lines with 8 syllables each.

Vase

2005-12-18T15:03:16-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 38, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-18-05, Published: 12-18-05
Status: Complete

If I died, would anyone cry?

The Bridge of Trust

2005-12-14T10:22:57-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-14-05, Published: 12-14-05
Status: Complete

There's hardly anything that hurts more than a friend who has betrayed you. 8 syllables in each line.

Black Hole

2005-12-09T17:38:34-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-9-05, Published: 12-9-05
Status: Complete

I try hard to be unattractive, but there are still some guys who fall hard for me anyway (including several creepy cases of stalking and sexual obsession.) 10 syllables in each verse.

The Devious Peacock

2005-12-02T08:36:30-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 258, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-2-05, Published: 12-2-05
Status: Complete

My T.A., who has been openly flirting with me since the start of the term, tries to hide from me that he has a girlfriend and a daughter. 5 syllables in each line.

Hell

2005-11-26T11:18:24-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 30, Reviews: 9 Updated: 11-26-05, Published: 11-26-05
Status: Complete

Some people are intellectually handicapped, others are physically handicapped. I'm emotionally handicapped.

Movie Review: Water

2005-11-19T07:59:57-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Essay
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 574, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-19-05, Published: 11-19-05
Status: Complete

In the November 2005 issue of the Sociology Student's Association Newsletter, I'm trying to persuade fellow students to watch a film that may not have intended to see.

Run Run Run

2005-11-11T17:30:44-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-11-05, Published: 11-11-05
Status: Complete

You can try to run from your demons, but they'll always be in hot pursuit, ready to sink their fangs into you.

A Type II Supernova

2005-10-20T16:16:42-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 119, Reviews: 4 Updated: 10-20-05, Published: 10-20-05
Status: Complete

My upcoming physics midterm, which 3 T.A.s have told me is very hard, is making me feel pressured, much like the collapse of a large star.

Truth Without Words

2005-10-02T19:04:57-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Biography
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,819, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-2-05, Published: 10-2-05
Status: Complete

Tien uncovers a piece of her soul with the help of her piano instructor. Based on real life, with some modifications to enhance the reading experience. A one-shot.

Sedna, the Tenth Planet

2005-09-30T17:16:32-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 399, Reviews: 9 Updated: 9-30-05, Published: 9-30-05
Status: Complete

This poem is out of date now, but I still think it's an ingenious blend of astronomy, family and Roman/Inuit mythology. I'm very proud of it, so please read!

Alien Landscape

2005-09-08T15:24:55-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 6 Updated: 9-8-05, Published: 9-8-05
Status: Complete

The joy of discovering a new lover.

A Plea to the Phantom

2005-07-30T13:14:05-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 223, Reviews: 7 Updated: 7-30-05, Published: 7-30-05
Status: Complete

In the 2004 film version, I would've chosen the Phantom over Raoul any day. I'd rather nurture my artistic abilities than be an aristocrat's wife.

The Light at the End of the Tunnel

2005-07-22T16:25:34-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Parody/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 8 Updated: 7-22-05, Published: 7-22-05
Status: Complete

My cynical twist on this common saying.

Offspring

2005-07-16T08:37:30-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 174, Reviews: 10 Updated: 7-16-05, Published: 7-16-05
Status: In-Progress

My writing is like my children.

Glass Sphere and Raven Feathers

2005-07-11T07:08:45-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 6 Updated: 7-11-05, Published: 7-11-05
Status: Complete

I imagined this mythological scenario while gazing at the moon. 8 syllables in each line.

Quasars

2005-07-09T08:31:46-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 5 Updated: 7-9-05, Published: 7-9-05
Status: Complete

Due to the nature of light, distant objects offer us a glimpse into the universe's past. Quasars may be amongst the furthest, but they're also the brightest.

Iceberg

2005-07-05T06:41:28-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 9 Updated: 7-5-05, Published: 7-5-05
Status: Complete

Will it ever be safe for my true self to be released from her icy tomb? Only time will tell.

Kinder With Poison

2005-07-02T10:08:48-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 6 Updated: 7-2-05, Published: 7-2-05
Status: Complete

Named after a verse in a Siouxsie and the Banshees' song called Swimming Horses. Here I explore the idea of using poison to preserve one's innocence.

Cratered Surface

2005-06-29T06:43:44-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 10 Updated: 6-29-05, Published: 6-29-05
Status: Complete

Unlike most people, it takes very little to send my mind over the edge, and wounds don't heal even decades after the event.

Waltz of Autumn Leaves

2005-06-25T07:15:08-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 13 Updated: 6-25-05, Published: 6-25-05
Status: Complete

The older I get, the greater I fear the loss of my ability to see the world through the lens of a child.

Jekyll and Hyde

2005-06-14T04:42:32-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-14-05, Published: 6-14-05
Status: Complete

I think the title is self-explanatory. My take on the theme of identity confusion.

The Life of a Blue Star

2005-06-06T05:18:50-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 170, Reviews: 5 Updated: 6-6-05, Published: 6-6-05
Status: Complete

Like people who live fast, blue stars burn the brightest, but their lifespans are also the shortest. Their end is quite dramatic, too.

The Needless Sacrifice of Iphigenia

2005-05-31T07:49:17-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-31-05, Published: 5-31-05
Status: Complete

What makes Agamemnon an especially loathesome character in my eyes is the sacrifice of his own daughter, Iphigenia.

The Reflected Light of the Moon

2005-05-28T06:48:51-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-28-05, Published: 5-28-05
Status: Complete

We form our self-identity through the eyes of others. Like the moon, we shine only if enough light is given to us.

Ticking Time Bomb

2005-05-21T07:30:16-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-21-05, Published: 5-21-05
Status: Complete

Whenever I undergo emotional turmoil, a self-destruct sequence is activated.

Draped in a Scarlet Dress

2005-05-19T07:52:48-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 6 Updated: 5-19-05, Published: 5-19-05
Status: Complete

I've always had this fantasy where I'd dress up nicely before committing suicide.

Malformed

2005-05-15T04:33:51-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-15-05, Published: 5-15-05
Status: Complete

Everytime I spot a sickly tree, it reminds me of the fragility of my mental health.

Hecate

2005-05-01T06:19:29-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-1-05, Published: 5-1-05
Status: Complete

In the tale of Persephone's (a.k.a. Kore) abduction, I see Hecate as a caring and noble goddess; an ally to womankind. 5 stanzas, 5 syllabes each line.

Elbereth and Selene's Duet

2005-04-27T04:44:52-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 246, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-27-05, Published: 4-27-05
Status: Complete

I mixed elements of Greek and Tolkien mythology, so a background in both would help you to understand my poem better.

Sunspots

2005-04-24T06:12:43-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-24-05, Published: 4-24-05
Status: Complete

I always felt that my friend's expectations of her crush were too high, and recently, she ended up disappointed.

Broken Doll

2005-04-20T04:24:22-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 49, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-20-05, Published: 4-20-05
Status: Complete

Great tragedy tends to befall those with great beauty; I, for instance, giggle in public as much as I cry in private.

Anat

2005-04-18T04:29:27-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: War
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-18-05, Published: 4-18-05
Status: Complete

She is the Sumerian goddess of war (amongst other things) and her bloodlust is legendary, like my own vindictive nature.

Chameleon Irises

2005-04-16T06:15:58-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-16-05, Published: 4-16-05
Status: Complete

I used to believe that my crush's eyes were blue... but now I'm not so sure anymore!

Persephone's Polarized Personality

2005-04-12T14:43:13-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 32, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-12-05, Published: 4-12-05
Status: In-Progress

I am both incredibly sweet and utterly cruel.

Osiris' Fate

2005-04-08T03:22:29-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Supernatural/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-8-05, Published: 4-8-05
Status: Complete

Amongst the plethora of Egyptian myths, how Osiris became the underworld god pretty much describes my life story. This is only the 2nd time I adopted a male voice.

Goltriaghe, the Noble Strain of Sorrow

2005-04-03T06:25:17-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-3-05, Published: 4-3-05
Status: Complete

In Irish folklore, it was believed that there were 3 noble strains of music. I relate best with the character Goltriaghe.

The Interstellar Medium

2005-03-30T03:23:17-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-30-05, Published: 3-30-05
Status: Complete

The dust in the interstellar medium acts like a screen, blocking out light. It's an apt metaphor for my negative mindset.

Knifed

2005-03-27T12:00:05-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Horror
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 329, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-27-05, Published: 3-27-05
Status: Complete

A postcard story (which is a super-short story) about how excessive hatred can lead to murder. A one-shot.

Kinship Sold for 36 Dollars

2005-03-26T06:33:58-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 212, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-26-05, Published: 3-26-05
Status: Complete

Right now, I could have been on the road towards astronomy and astrophysics if it weren't for this painful event that occured during my childhood.

Watered Down

2005-03-23T03:24:15-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 30, Reviews: 7 Updated: 3-23-05, Published: 3-23-05
Status: Complete

A good shower wipes away all evidence of depression.

Unnecessary Burden

2005-03-17T04:17:00-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 8 Updated: 3-17-05, Published: 3-17-05
Status: Complete

My sister's friend's brother, who was bipolar, recently committed suicide. He didn't leave a note, so this is my guess as to why he did it.

Stargazing

2005-03-13T04:43:00-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-13-05, Published: 3-13-05
Status: Complete

Experiencing unrequited love with an astrophysicist is rough; even if he doesn't have a girlfriend, I still receive stiff competition from the cosmos itself!

The Jewel From Persia

2005-03-11T03:17:54-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-11-05, Published: 3-11-05
Status: Complete

The first letter of each line spells out the full name of my Iranian crush. I challenged myself further by using only 4 syllables in each verse.

Ripples

2005-03-07T03:14:57-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 48, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-7-05, Published: 3-7-05
Status: Complete

When my depression is acute, it's impossible to see what I'm worth to others in my life.

Lost Promise

2005-03-02T03:17:32-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 226, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-2-05, Published: 3-2-05
Status: Complete

I recently accepted that I'm a highly intelligent person, but due to my mental disorders and over-controlling parents, I've fallen far from my full potential.

Forgotten

2005-02-25T04:53:56-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 28, Reviews: 9 Updated: 2-25-05, Published: 2-25-05
Status: Complete

No matter how bright something once shone, it always fades with time.

The Double Diamond Moguls

2005-02-18T07:21:57-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,044, Reviews: 9 Updated: 2-18-05, Published: 2-18-05
Status: Complete

I found this story about a skiing lesson that goes dreadfully wrong while cleaning my room. I wrote it more than 7 years ago, and my dark sense of humour was apparent even at that tender age. A one-shot.

Turkish Delight

2005-02-14T03:22:54-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 8 Updated: 2-14-05, Published: 2-14-05
Status: Complete

Why I'm so hopelessly enamoured with a certain - married - Turk. (Oh, and in case you didn't know, a Turkish delight can also be called lokum.)

The Minotaur's Realm

2005-02-09T03:16:11-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Suspense/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 140, Reviews: 8 Updated: 2-9-05, Published: 2-9-05
Status: Complete

Everyday, I must confront the monster living in the bowels of my psyche, but I don't always win. Published in the Winter 2005-2006 issue of Tower Poetry.

Vegetable

2005-02-04T03:18:57-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-4-05, Published: 2-4-05
Status: Complete

The effects of selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (a type of antidepressant).

Eyes of Blue Wonder

2005-01-29T05:37:09-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 11 Updated: 1-29-05, Published: 1-29-05
Status: Complete

My favourite feature of one of my crushes.

Quicksand

2005-01-23T06:53:21-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-23-05, Published: 1-23-05
Status: Complete

The unpredictibility of quicksands reminded me of fate's fickleness.

Cobra

2005-01-19T16:43:20-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 35, Reviews: 12 Updated: 1-19-05, Published: 1-19-05
Status: Complete

A brief poem about reactive aggression.

The Immortal Poetess

2005-01-12T03:20:54-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 272, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-12-05, Published: 1-12-05
Status: Complete

It's only under my Protectress' influence that I can write poetry. 10 stanzas with 10 syllables in each verse.

Orchids in the Garden

2005-01-10T03:20:07-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 20, Reviews: 11 Updated: 1-10-05, Published: 1-10-05
Status: Complete

I orginally wrote this as a haiku, but I realize now that it works better as a poem with 4 verses, 4 syllables each.

Accelerating Expansion

2005-01-03T05:26:40-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 9 Updated: 1-3-05, Published: 1-3-05
Status: Complete

According to physicists, this is (most likely) how the universe will end. I also added a dash of the lost love theme to give it more flavour.

Janus

2004-12-31T06:03:51-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 6 Updated: 12-31-04, Published: 12-31-04
Status: Complete

Invoking the two-headed Roman god of beginnings seemed appropriate for New Year's Eve. Also a comment on how I can't seem to keep my mind grounded in the present. 10 syllables in each line.

Zombie

2004-12-24T04:52:09-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-24-04, Published: 12-24-04
Status: Complete

Before I was put on medication, being in my house always exacerbated my mental illnesses, bringing out the worst in me.

You Know What You Must Do

2004-12-21T12:32:40-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Horror
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,932, Reviews: 12 Updated: 12-21-04, Published: 12-21-04
Status: Complete

Experience the troubled and rambling mind which includes avolition, anhedonia, aggressiveness and selfhatred of an individual undergoing a major depressive episode. A oneshot.

Wooden Peg

2004-12-16T05:39:33-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 6 Updated: 12-16-04, Published: 12-16-04
Status: Complete

My mental health deteriorated rapidly under the intense strain of my parents' continous attempts to mold me into something that I'm not. A poem with 8 verses, 8 syllables each.

Ducklings

2004-12-13T04:06:54-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 7 Updated: 12-13-04, Published: 12-13-04
Status: Complete

An instructor dear to my heart once said that he was a like a mother duck whose job was to make sure all of the stray ducklings (like me) would eventually catch up and follow the flock. Awww!

The Price of Beauty

2004-12-07T03:24:16-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 7 Updated: 12-7-04, Published: 12-7-04
Status: Complete

I've always believed that to create artwork of the utmost beauty, one must suffer much pain. Also, I felt like composing a piece with 7 verses, 7 syllables each.

Vibes

2004-12-01T17:02:05-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-1-04, Published: 12-1-04
Status: Complete

Vibes I sensed from a teacher seem to confirm my counsellor's suspicions that he might have been attracted to me, but until he 'fesses up, we'll never know the true reason.

Yield to Demolition!

2004-11-30T04:23:54-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Work
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 9 Updated: 11-30-04, Published: 11-30-04
Status: Complete

Demolition workers seem to be tearing down my brain when I'm experiencing a hysterical fit. You might want to wear earplugs before reading this. ;p

Kindred Spirits

2004-11-25T04:17:13-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-25-04, Published: 11-25-04
Status: Complete

I sent this as a thank you gift to a fellow kindred spirit. Despite the differences in our outward appearance, we are the same person inside.

Otherworld

2004-11-23T04:02:50-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Fantasy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 264, Reviews: 9 Updated: 11-23-04, Published: 11-23-04
Status: Complete

Just when you thought you meant something to someone, they throw you out faster than yesterday's trash. Includes elements from Celtic mythology. Published in Poetry Canada.

The Self Declared Father of Christmas

2004-11-21T17:43:54-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Parody/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,163, Reviews: 5 Updated: 11-21-04, Published: 11-21-04
Status: Complete

A story poking fun at Santa Claus with Marxist overtones. My brother is too lazy to get an account on this site, so I'm posting it up for him.

Catch of the Day

2004-11-20T06:21:00-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 49, Reviews: 10 Updated: 11-20-04, Published: 11-20-04
Status: Complete

My poetic portrait of a womanizer.

Guillotine

2004-11-15T03:25:26-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 8 Updated: 11-15-04, Published: 11-15-04
Status: Complete

My instructor severed our friendship quite abruptly, and I'm still shocked and hurt by how unexpected it was.

Blurred Lines

2004-11-08T05:50:55-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-8-04, Published: 11-8-04
Status: Complete

My friendship with a teacher was considered inappropriate and unethical. I can now see that we both had trouble drawing barriers, especially when we were alone.

No More

2004-11-02T04:11:41-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-2-04, Published: 11-2-04
Status: Complete

During my wave of despair, I pondered briefly the advantages and disadadvantages of suicide, and for a while, I concluded the former far outweighed the latter.

Suburban Secrets

2004-10-19T04:14:45-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 40, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-19-04, Published: 10-19-04
Status: Complete

A classmate once said she found it strange that I could have so many emotional problems because I come from a middle class family. Well, as far as I'm concerned, abuse knows no socio-economic limits.

Entranced

2004-10-17T07:23:27-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-17-04, Published: 10-17-04
Status: Complete

A second person view of the self-injury process. I know I shocked/angered/frightened a lot of my friends, but it's the only coping mechanism that works for me when things become too overwhelming.

The Rape of Hylas

2004-10-09T08:03:52-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 13 Updated: 10-9-04, Published: 10-9-04
Status: Complete

This myth is a metaphor for both my helplessness when an obsessed person is pursuing me, and the trance I enter when I inflict wounds upon myself. My first attempt at adopting a male voice.

Love Me at Your Own Risk

2004-10-06T06:56:06-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 9 Updated: 10-6-04, Published: 10-6-04
Status: Complete

I learned from my grandfather's passing that people who love and care for me tend to get the rotten end of the deal.

Masks

2004-09-29T17:47:16-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 10 Updated: 9-29-04, Published: 9-29-04
Status: Complete

If I wish to do so, it's easy for me to hide my misery.

The Walking Wounded

2004-09-27T03:30:10-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 67, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-27-04, Published: 9-27-04
Status: Complete

For the rest of my life, I will carry the guilt of not visiting my grandfather before it was too late.

Irreperable

2004-09-22T18:59:30-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-22-04, Published: 9-22-04
Status: Complete

Once the mind is damaged, you can't do anything to fix it again.

Forever Lost

2004-09-11T12:42:26-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 6 Updated: 9-11-04, Published: 9-11-04
Status: Complete

My depression causes me to reach out to others, but it also drives them away.

The Deed

2004-08-28T12:15:47-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Horror
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,531, Reviews: 9 Updated: 8-28-04, Published: 8-28-04
Status: Complete

A girl contemplates the rage that led her to commit a double murder before deciding on what she should do next. Don't read if you're squeamish. A one-shot.

Resurrection

2004-08-25T21:38:26-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 6 Updated: 8-25-04, Published: 8-25-04
Status: Complete

This whole piece is a metaphor for my artistic potential, disguised as a mythological love story. I was very sleepy when I wrote it, so it might need some improvement.

Pandora's Gift

2004-08-21T06:47:09-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 53, Reviews: 8 Updated: 8-21-04, Published: 8-21-04
Status: Complete

Very little keeps me going, but maybe, just maybe, it's enough.

Universe

2004-08-16T16:46:48-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 6 Updated: 8-16-04, Published: 8-16-04
Status: Complete

This poem describes a couple that I know.

Blind

2004-08-13T14:42:48-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 222, Reviews: 12 Updated: 8-13-04, Published: 8-12-04
Status: Complete

I believe more than ever that race is a social concept, not a biological one, because I once saw all humans as being part of one race. Refers to a specific incident during my childhood.

The Train From Hades

2004-08-03T08:12:54-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 8 Updated: 8-3-04, Published: 8-3-04
Status: Complete

The hardest part of suicide, I would imagine, is having to say farewell to my friends.

Quilt

2004-07-31T10:16:32-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 8 Updated: 7-31-04, Published: 7-31-04
Status: Complete

Due to my unceasing anxieties, I'm trapped within the vicious cycle of avoidance learning. (Don't worry, you don't need to be a psychologist to understand the poem.)

Anchorless

2004-07-23T06:47:24-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 16 Updated: 7-23-04, Published: 7-23-04
Status: Complete

I drown in my emotions when I have no one to hold on to.

Work of Art

2004-07-15T07:20:06-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 19 Updated: 7-15-04, Published: 7-15-04
Status: Complete

I'm sick at the way sex is cheapened in North American society. I'm just trying to give it back some meaning.

Inside My Head

2004-07-10T07:11:37-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 9 Updated: 7-10-04, Published: 7-10-04
Status: Complete

A warped poem about the nightmares living inside my head.

Zenith

2004-07-05T06:09:22-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 173, Reviews: 15 Updated: 7-5-04, Published: 7-5-04
Status: Complete

I've fallen for yet another impossible-to-reach man, but I can handle my feelings a lot better now. A contrast to my earlier poem entitled 'Divine Beauty'.

Treasure

2004-07-01T19:39:45-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 18 Updated: 7-1-04, Published: 7-1-04
Status: Complete

Only my closest friends know the true depths of my despair. Some perceive it as a great weight on their shoulders, but I think they should see it another light.

One Second

2004-06-20T06:33:02-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 168, Reviews: 19 Updated: 6-20-04, Published: 6-20-04
Status: Complete

Depicting an instant in time when I wasn't sure if I was going to live or die.

Lost in Legends

2004-05-30T07:47:29-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 19 Updated: 5-30-04, Published: 5-30-04
Status: Complete

My love for mythology.

Nostalgia

2004-05-22T20:39:05-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 13 Updated: 5-22-04, Published: 5-22-04
Status: Complete

Although I'm not certain if reincarnation truly exists, it could explain why I'm so fond of the past.

What's in a Name?

2004-05-13T09:49:52-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,931, Reviews: 16 Updated: 5-13-04, Published: 5-13-04
Status: Complete

Lan ponders about how her personality has evolved since she became friends with Emre, a man nearly ten years older than her. Trust me, it's more interesting than it sounds. A one-shot.

Purity's Vessel

2004-05-07T13:32:52-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 23 Updated: 5-7-04, Published: 5-7-04
Status: Complete

A relative of mine killed himself at age 10 to prove to his family that he was telling the truth. This is my poetic rendition of his final act, even though I used a female character.

Here For Another Day

2004-04-21T07:19:24-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 19 Updated: 4-21-04, Published: 4-21-04
Status: Complete

I'm so grateful to Lady Destiny. Why? 'Cause one of my favourite instructors (whom I also consider to be a good friend) will be teaching at my school for one more year, despite the odds against him. Yay!

Is This How the Story Must End?

2004-04-16T08:12:55-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 20 Updated: 4-16-04, Published: 4-16-04
Status: Complete

I hate it when I lose good friends due to circumstances beyond my control.

Cascade

2004-04-09T06:47:03-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Sci-Fi/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 19 Updated: 4-9-04, Published: 4-9-04
Status: Complete

The depth of my anger seems to know no limits when someone betrays or belittles me.

Expressionless

2004-03-28T06:44:00-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 21 Updated: 3-28-04, Published: 3-28-04
Status: Complete

Whenever someone or something forbids me from expressing my emotions, whether it's a face-to-face interaction or through my poetry, I just want to die...

Never to Return

2004-03-20T13:21:33-08:00

Author: Siberia1
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 203, Reviews: 26 Updated: 3-20-04, Published: 3-20-04
Status: Complete

My parents are going to find out one day that I won't make it to grad school, and here's one of the possible outcomes.