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Opacity

2004-07-15T10:38:49-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 189, Reviews: 13 Updated: 7-15-04, Published: 7-15-04
Status: Complete

Show me your horizon; that never was and maybe I can taste the transparency. Otherwise opaque, please read between the lines.

The Show Must Go On

2004-07-15T10:25:40-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 369, Reviews: 34 Updated: 7-15-04, Published: 9-18-03
Status: Complete

Edited: The show never waits for you, raping your sanity even if you were trying to write your catharsis with one last breath.

Remembering Art

2004-03-08T07:30:48-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 188, Reviews: 16 Updated: 3-8-04, Published: 3-8-04
Status: Complete

POEM. If you have something against poems, go away. And I'll do you a favour and not come back to fictionpress either.

To Breathe Those Words

2004-01-29T03:04:05-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 347, Reviews: 21 Updated: 1-29-04, Published: 1-29-04
Status: Complete

(I) thought you (M)ight l(I)ke to (S)ee this little (S)omething that I wrote while (Y)ou were (O)ff in Cambodia while (U)nlucky me was here. Oh just read it.

Happy Birthday

2003-12-19T06:49:03-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 19 Updated: 12-19-03, Published: 12-19-03
Status: Complete

(Happy) Birthday. Consider it a belated birthday present if you review this piece for me. My sardonic views on birthdays, if you never enjoyed celebrating them, have fun. You'll like it.

Angst Feast

2003-12-15T01:41:26-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 3, Words: 632, Reviews: 16 Updated: 12-15-03, Published: 12-9-03
Status: Complete

Its a FEAST! Eat your heart out if you want to be poisoned by anguish and fill your mind with such thoughts. Courses included: Bleeding For Me, My Identity, Running. I do not like this.

Sky's Tears

2003-11-29T20:41:16-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 165, Reviews: 15 Updated: 11-29-03, Published: 11-28-03
Status: Complete

Ah, the irony of rain. Don't you wish the sky will just cheer up for once? This is not your typical 'I am lonely the sky is crying for me' poem, so sue me.

Passion's Edge

2003-10-26T07:26:44-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 23 Updated: 10-26-03, Published: 10-26-03
Status: Complete

Love? No, this is not about love. Its not about passion. Its about lust, and how love is all bullshit nowadays. We've reached the edge anyhow.

Breaking Free

2003-08-31T08:14:15-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 169, Reviews: 35 Updated: 8-31-03, Published: 8-31-03
Status: Complete

In shunning the taboo that is self-harm, you try to break free. I hope I managed to express myself well. Its painfully personal.

Misunderstood

2003-08-30T09:22:08-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 19 Updated: 8-30-03, Published: 8-30-03
Status: Complete

Silence. Tension. And silence all over again.

Crumbling Foundations

2003-08-26T09:43:42-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 221, Reviews: 18 Updated: 8-26-03, Published: 8-24-03
Status: Complete

Cheers to you if you get the undertones, sexual or non-sexual. On the surface, its just a poem, with lots of images, about a building falling into ruins.

Grasp

2003-08-07T12:22:29-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 247, Reviews: 37 Updated: 8-7-03, Published: 8-7-03
Status: Complete

Once again, if you don't like sad or unresolved endings, Stay Away. Holding on, or letting go to certain memories. Sensory details need improvement, any ideas?

Hold My Hand

2003-08-06T08:46:33-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 17 Updated: 8-6-03, Published: 8-6-03
Status: Complete

This is -not- a love poem asking for my boyfriend to hold my hand.There's a little drop of irony. If you don't like sad or unresolved endings, then Go Away.

Paper Plane

2003-08-05T07:23:55-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 266, Reviews: 27 Updated: 8-5-03, Published: 8-5-03
Status: Complete

Aww.. Isn't it so sad? This paper plane is too full of creases and too broken to fly again. Pity my heart.

Nothing

2003-07-06T05:22:13-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 230, Reviews: 27 Updated: 7-6-03, Published: 7-6-03
Status: Complete

Personally I liked this piece although it was one I had to grapple with for a bit. Nothingness, if you please - the empty hollow feeling that eats us all sometimes.

Voice Of a Rebel

2003-07-04T09:50:08-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Parody/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 477, Reviews: 14 Updated: 7-4-03, Published: 7-4-03
Status: Complete

This, as the title says, is the voice of a rebel (In general). A new format I experimented with. Its rather interesting, but you decide if its good.

I Can't Always

2003-07-03T07:00:26-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 336, Reviews: 14 Updated: 7-3-03, Published: 7-3-03
Status: Complete

This poem/song is pretty hard to summarise. Compromising was never my forte, and hence, this limit.

I Can't Write

2003-06-30T01:28:50-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 2, Words: 66, Reviews: 23 Updated: 6-30-03, Published: 6-1-03
Status: Complete

A three line rhyming haiku about my current writing situation. Fellow writers can probably relate.

Open Your Eyes, Bitch

2003-05-29T06:45:59-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 333, Reviews: 18 Updated: 5-29-03, Published: 5-29-03
Status: Complete

With just a tinge of self-mockery, this poem yells at those who wallow in self centeredness and can't see outside their own boundaries.

Sick

2003-05-24T06:48:36-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 238, Reviews: 16 Updated: 5-24-03, Published: 5-24-03
Status: Complete

So, what actually happens when you're sick of the tension, sick of the hunger and you start playing with fire? A subconcious Linkin Park fan movement I should think.

Guess You Have Forgotten

2003-05-20T08:08:56-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 409, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-20-03, Published: 5-20-03
Status: Complete

A song about how time passes us by as the people we once knew forgets us and leaves. Well, too bad.

Smoke

2003-05-12T09:13:16-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 223, Reviews: 20 Updated: 5-12-03, Published: 5-12-03
Status: Complete

On smoke, quite obviously. It can be perceived as any sort of smoke. If what I chose as the ending bothers you, ignore it.

5Six7Six5 3Two1

2003-04-30T06:46:27-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 20 Updated: 4-30-03, Published: 4-30-03
Status: Complete

More of a cross between a countdown and farewell, this poem has nothing to do with numbers.

Destroy Me

2003-04-29T06:34:56-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 26 Updated: 4-29-03, Published: 4-29-03
Status: Complete

Destroyed, for being the person I am, for being who I believe I am. None of us deserve this.. Do we?

Last Breath

2003-04-22T08:39:32-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 21 Updated: 4-22-03, Published: 4-22-03
Status: Complete

Short and sweet - like a dying breath. Despite its own simplicity, I quite liked it.

Your Words

2003-04-06T07:45:25-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 26 Updated: 4-6-03, Published: 4-6-03
Status: Complete

Sticks and Stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me? Perhaps you might reconsider.

An Island

2003-03-29T01:42:16-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 17 Updated: 3-29-03, Published: 3-29-03
Status: Complete

No man is an island, but alone, here we are. Solitude can be comforting, but not always.

I Once Had Dreams

2003-03-27T09:59:47-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 498, Reviews: 12 Updated: 3-27-03, Published: 3-27-03
Status: Complete

We once had dreams, till some of us lost the will to continue believing in things that were meant for faeries. The don't exist by the way.

Was It God's Plan?

2003-03-19T08:24:00-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 457, Reviews: 27 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

Its not anti-Christ but neither is it pro-Satan. It is a sort of questionably cynical view of the world. Odd? I'd say.

Blood Stained Knife

2003-02-09T08:16:29-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 137, Reviews: 14 Updated: 2-9-03, Published: 2-9-03
Status: Complete

Old piece. Not recommended reading.

One Day

2003-01-28T00:38:45-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 169, Reviews: 14 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

Its positive, its futuristic, and its me still dreaming. One day - which might come, and which might not.

Needing You

2003-01-28T00:37:56-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 279, Reviews: 7 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

I am not normally emotionally attached, it was rushed out and modified from someone else's piece for school.

Alcohol

2003-01-28T00:22:43-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 237, Reviews: 16 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

Dizzy whitness that never fades, except to manifest in a sort of headache-induced stupor. Two parts to the piece, alcoholism being the main theme.

I Don't Care

2003-01-27T23:03:52-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 10 Updated: 1-27-03, Published: 1-27-03
Status: Complete

No, I reallly don't.

Addicted

2003-01-27T22:53:10-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 199, Reviews: 13 Updated: 1-27-03, Published: 1-27-03
Status: Complete

Life is full of temptations that cause addictions. Unfortunately I seem to have gotten addicted to the wrong thing; like playing with a certain silver blade. (The self mockery should be evident.)

Hate You

2003-01-27T22:35:22-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 229, Reviews: 18 Updated: 1-27-03, Published: 1-27-03
Status: Complete

Perhaps blatant self-mockery, can sometimes be good for purging the bad words, that clog up better works.

Geylang

2003-01-27T07:46:34-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Parody
Chapters: 1, Words: 863, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-27-03, Published: 1-27-03
Status: Complete

Descriptive piece for an assignment. Some suggestive meanings. Placed here for fun. Actually just for Najiah to be reminded.

Dictated Tiredness

2003-01-27T07:39:29-08:00

Author: Shadafakup
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 170, Reviews: 9 Updated: 1-27-03, Published: 1-27-03
Status: Complete

Essentially an almost total rhyming poem. Tiredness, as the title says, reiterated in a 'monotonous' form.