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Indestructible

2006-12-28T23:28:41-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-28-06, Published: 12-28-06
Status: Complete

destroyed

Save Myself

2006-12-28T11:58:18-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-28-06, Published: 12-28-06
Status: Complete

I cant save myself from me

Most Fearful Foe

2006-12-28T11:56:44-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-28-06, Published: 12-28-06
Status: Complete

Im scared of myself

Left Behind

2006-12-28T11:54:53-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-28-06, Published: 12-28-06
Status: Complete

Im lost

Back Again

2006-02-22T06:22:25-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 40, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-22-06, Published: 2-22-06
Status: Complete

I'm so lost right now

Friends Again

2006-02-22T06:20:44-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 39, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-22-06, Published: 2-22-06
Status: Complete

I almost fell back

Lost in Darkness

2006-02-22T06:18:22-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-22-06, Published: 2-22-06
Status: Complete

I'm being pulled in every direction, being forced to make decisions that I'm not ready for

Living Confusion

2006-02-22T06:14:57-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-22-06, Published: 2-22-06
Status: Complete

sometimes I don't know what's going on with us anymore. I think we've got it worked out now though.

Returning

2006-02-22T06:11:29-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-22-06, Published: 2-22-06
Status: Complete

I'm thinking that quitting smoking is going to bring back something else

New

2005-10-15T20:21:49-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 28, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-15-05, Published: 10-15-05
Status: Complete

I'm new with you.

Tainted Rose

2005-10-15T20:21:08-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 39, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-15-05, Published: 10-15-05
Status: Complete

A tainted rose in a perfect bouquet

Past Tense

2005-10-15T20:20:30-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 37, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-15-05, Published: 10-15-05
Status: Complete

Memories

No More

2005-05-02T17:42:31-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-2-05, Published: 5-2-05
Status: Complete

I dont need it now

Horrible

2005-05-02T17:42:10-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 29, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-2-05, Published: 5-2-05
Status: Complete

So many horrible things

They Want You

2005-05-02T17:41:48-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-2-05, Published: 5-2-05
Status: Complete

They all want you, I'm so lucky that I have you

Dizzy

2005-04-27T05:10:52-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 31, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-27-05, Published: 4-27-05
Status: Complete

It makes my head spin just thinking about it.

To Die Alone

2005-04-26T14:48:41-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-26-05, Published: 4-26-05
Status: Complete

When I am alone in the dark...

Best Friends

2005-04-26T05:17:40-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-26-05, Published: 4-26-05
Status: Complete

A friend of mine has started to talk behind my back, and all of my friend's backs again, thought I'd write my anger out.

How You Love Me

2005-02-20T08:44:53-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

written in January...Not very good.

This Pain It's a Crazy Ride

2005-02-20T08:42:14-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

I wrote this on January 29th, which was the day 10 months after the last time I cut. yup

Love Now Vs Love Then

2005-02-20T08:37:16-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

written in January. I almost like this one

Struggle

2005-02-20T08:33:54-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

written in January, when I was going through a bit of a tough time.

Love Your Love

2005-02-20T08:28:36-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

written in october as well.

Believe With Me

2005-02-20T08:25:40-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

I wrote this in october as well. Its really...not good, but it sums up how I feel.

Holy Christ

2005-02-20T08:23:03-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

I wrote this in october. Dont really remember how i was feeling around then.

I Wanna Be Numb Again

2005-02-20T08:19:24-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

I wrote this poem in september, I was really confused, as you can see. The poem doesn't make much sense. I just really didnt know what was going on with me then, I had a lot of doubts with lots of things

My Love For it all

2005-02-20T07:47:36-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-20-05, Published: 2-20-05
Status: Complete

about my boyfriend. Self-explanitory.

Andrea and Emily

2004-11-06T08:01:50-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-6-04, Published: 11-6-04
Status: Complete

we're still best friends. :D

I know you

2004-09-11T18:23:33-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-11-04, Published: 9-11-04
Status: Complete

One of my friends claims to know my boyfriend better than I do, well, you're wrong. (pg-13 for language)

Do Something Beautiful

2004-09-11T18:06:26-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-11-04, Published: 9-11-04
Status: Complete

Inspired by a Christian Song called Something Beautiful. Also, Brittany suggested that I write something, positive, so here goes...

Dying Inside

2004-09-11T17:55:40-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-11-04, Published: 9-11-04
Status: Complete

This was written mostly for Dathan. But all of my suicidal friends were in my mind while I was writing this...

Make Me Sick

2004-08-22T16:18:26-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-22-04, Published: 8-22-04
Status: Complete

I was looking at the pictures on Psyke, I think I'm finally over my cutting. I used to like looking at those pictures. Now I feel physically ill from the site of them.

Feelings

2004-07-24T16:56:11-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 32, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-24-04, Published: 7-24-04
Status: Complete

I feel

No Friend to Me

2004-07-24T16:55:18-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 37, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-24-04, Published: 7-24-04
Status: Complete

I wish I had known this before

My Light

2004-07-24T16:53:57-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 37, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-24-04, Published: 7-24-04
Status: Complete

was supposed to be about a particular person, but could relate to a lot of things

Blessed is the Man

2004-07-24T16:53:02-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-24-04, Published: 7-24-04
Status: Complete

another about trusting in God

Angry Cutting

2004-07-21T07:05:11-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 32, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-21-04, Published: 7-21-04
Status: Complete

I didnèt do this, but I wanted to at the time.

Precious Knife

2004-07-21T06:59:58-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-21-04, Published: 7-21-04
Status: Complete

I had myself convinced in the beginning that it would help, I realized by the time I got to the end, that it wouldn't

Almost

2004-07-21T06:56:42-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 30, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-21-04, Published: 7-21-04
Status: Complete

I almost did it

My Fake Friend

2004-07-21T06:55:17-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 36, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-21-04, Published: 7-21-04
Status: Complete

I crave you once again

Past

2004-06-25T19:12:23-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 18, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-25-04, Published: 6-25-04
Status: Complete

Same as below three

Not Good Enough

2004-06-25T19:12:04-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 37, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-25-04, Published: 6-25-04
Status: Complete

Same as below two

Down

2004-06-25T19:11:27-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 38, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-25-04, Published: 6-25-04
Status: Complete

Same as below

Apology to You

2004-06-25T19:10:59-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-25-04, Published: 6-25-04
Status: Complete

rated because I can't remember if it has language. I'm pretty sure that the guy I like likes one of my friends, he told me a while ago that he liked me too, apparently not enough.

Stupid World

2004-05-23T16:39:29-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-23-04, Published: 5-23-04
Status: Complete

More of a rant then a poem really...I also wrote this in April.

Tired of Waiting

2004-05-23T16:36:11-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-23-04, Published: 5-23-04
Status: Complete

A poem I wrote in April - I'm tired of sitting around, completely useless.

Objects of my Faith

2004-04-13T13:19:05-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-13-04, Published: 4-13-04
Status: Complete

a stone and a nail remind me of God

Confused

2004-04-13T13:18:34-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-13-04, Published: 4-13-04
Status: Complete

I am confusion

Strong Enough

2004-04-08T16:52:53-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 40, Reviews: 8 Updated: 4-8-04, Published: 4-8-04
Status: Complete

I fell into temptation

Son of Man

2004-04-08T16:48:55-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 6 Updated: 4-8-04, Published: 4-8-04
Status: Complete

We killed Jesus

The Fury Inside

2004-03-23T15:01:39-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-23-04, Published: 3-23-04
Status: Complete

I am an angry person

Anger Within Me

2004-03-23T15:00:24-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-23-04, Published: 3-23-04
Status: Complete

I am furious inside

Lover of My Soul

2004-03-18T12:54:28-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-18-04, Published: 3-18-04
Status: Complete

God may be the only one who loves me

Give Me Strength

2004-03-18T12:49:51-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-18-04, Published: 3-18-04
Status: Complete

I need God to give me strength to fight what I crave.

Cry in the Dark

2004-03-18T12:42:05-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-18-04, Published: 3-18-04
Status: Complete

I've been lost

The Girl in the Window

2004-03-11T18:41:18-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 49, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-11-04, Published: 3-11-04
Status: Complete

I watch through the window.

Alone

2004-03-11T18:31:38-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-11-04, Published: 3-11-04
Status: Complete

My mind wanders when I am alone

Tribulation

2004-03-11T18:29:27-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 51, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-11-04, Published: 3-11-04
Status: Complete

I just don't know what to do

What do my Words Mean?

2004-03-11T18:27:00-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-11-04, Published: 3-11-04
Status: Complete

Does it really matter?

Equal

2004-03-11T18:24:16-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-11-04, Published: 3-11-04
Status: Complete

Life really isn't fairly divided

My Holy Ground

2004-03-06T17:00:18-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-6-04, Published: 3-6-04
Status: Complete

God, I need you

My Release

2004-03-03T10:19:18-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 121, Reviews: 7 Updated: 3-3-04, Published: 3-3-04
Status: Complete

I want to cut but I cannot bring myself to do it again

Sanctuary

2004-02-24T04:29:00-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-24-04, Published: 2-24-04
Status: Complete

My friends, my family and God have helped me through it

Remade

2004-02-22T05:20:20-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-22-04, Published: 2-22-04
Status: Complete

I was broken, but I have been remade

My Rescuer

2004-02-22T05:13:50-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 62, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-22-04, Published: 2-22-04
Status: Complete

I have been saved - post-cutting

Shelter

2004-02-22T05:07:46-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-22-04, Published: 2-22-04
Status: Complete

My pencil is my shelter, also writted before I quit.

Markings That Don't Belong

2004-02-22T04:59:09-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-22-04, Published: 2-22-04
Status: Complete

A poem about self mutilation, written before I quit cutting.

What I Want Most

2004-02-22T04:50:34-08:00

Author: dirt-is-yummy
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-22-04, Published: 2-22-04
Status: Complete

The thing that I want the most in the world. This is the first poem I've ever posted.