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I want to be beautiful

2006-03-20T09:22:53-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-20-06, Published: 3-20-06
Status: Complete

sometimes the one person you want to see you, never does

It Began, I left

2006-03-01T09:00:08-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-1-06, Published: 3-1-06
Status: Complete

R&R

Please Don't Let me Fall

2006-03-01T08:59:45-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-1-06, Published: 3-1-06
Status: Complete

R&R

Don't Judge Me

2006-03-01T08:59:17-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-1-06, Published: 3-1-06
Status: Complete

R&R

Secrets Don't Make Friends

2006-03-01T08:58:47-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-1-06, Published: 3-1-06
Status: Complete

R&R

I am But a Child

2006-03-01T08:58:15-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-1-06, Published: 3-1-06
Status: Complete

R&R

Antithesis Aphrodite

2006-03-01T08:57:51-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-1-06, Published: 3-1-06
Status: Complete

R&R

Is it over?

2006-03-01T08:57:25-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-1-06, Published: 3-1-06
Status: Complete

R&R

All in Due Time

2006-02-27T08:28:59-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-27-06, Published: 2-27-06
Status: Complete

Chapter 14: The Chronicles of Me - well kidds, another depressing, this is how i felt toward my familia, when i was so certain they didnt give a damn whether i lived or died, i still believe that, but i thik that im slowly coming to terms with the fact th

My Final Goodbye

2006-02-10T09:21:30-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-10-06, Published: 2-10-06
Status: Complete

I thought I had run out of options

Why Can't Time Stand Still?

2006-02-08T08:38:20-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-8-06, Published: 2-8-06
Status: Complete

Chapter 13: The Chronicles of me. Yet another Epiphany

Potentially Pretty

2006-02-06T09:44:16-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-6-06, Published: 2-6-06
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 12 : The Chronicles of Me. To change or not to change? That is the question

What am I Looking For?

2006-02-06T09:31:32-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 177, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-6-06, Published: 2-6-06
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 11:Chronicles of Me.this is really what i want!

Rhymes

2005-12-04T19:02:33-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-4-05, Published: 12-4-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 11: The Chronicles of Me. I had a spurt y'all

Woman to Woman

2005-11-17T22:57:51-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 259, Reviews: 5 Updated: 11-17-05, Published: 11-17-05
Status: Complete

Chapter 10: The Chronicles of me, this is to all my girls, who have been violated, betrayed, used and abused

Life Before Freedom

2005-11-15T21:06:25-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 120, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-15-05, Published: 11-15-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 9: The Chronicles of me...this is just some real life stuff

If you knew

2005-11-15T12:22:13-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-15-05, Published: 11-15-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 8 :The Chrinicles of me, some things you just have to know...

Beautiful Deception

2005-08-19T12:45:36-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 7 Updated: 8-19-05, Published: 8-19-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 7: The Chronicles of Me: Read & Review...

Freedom, Beauty, Truth and Love

2005-08-17T14:19:15-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 7 Updated: 8-17-05, Published: 8-17-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 6: The Chronicles of Me:This is my twisted rendition of what a Bohemian Revolutionary stands for.

Friendly Betrayal

2005-08-15T13:29:56-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 170, Reviews: 6 Updated: 8-15-05, Published: 8-15-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER 5: the Chronicles of Me. Well let's just say, I had...an epiphany

Outskirt Suburbia

2005-07-16T17:58:01-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 267, Reviews: 7 Updated: 7-16-05, Published: 7-16-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER: 4 The Chronicles of Me... I was just thinking the other day, of all the things we don't see in see suburbs

Unforgiven

2005-07-16T02:58:23-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 8 Updated: 7-16-05, Published: 7-16-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER:3 The Chronicles of Me.

Family Tree

2005-07-16T02:48:56-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-16-05, Published: 7-16-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER:2 The Chronicles of Me-I tried the whole chapter thing but I'm needing more feed back than what I got, so here goes...again. This is a brief thought I had while I was camping (ya know with trees and stuff) with my familia and some drama arose.

The chronicles of Me

2005-07-14T14:14:46-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 13 Updated: 7-14-05, Published: 7-7-05
Status: Complete

This is just the first poem to my collection, entitled, The Chronicles of me. Please R.R.&.Enjoy

Happy

2005-06-30T00:55:15-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-30-05, Published: 6-30-05
Status: Complete

I posted this awhile back, but i pulled it up, and made a few minor adjustments. Please enjoy

Meaningful Repitition

2005-06-17T21:29:52-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 8 Updated: 6-17-05, Published: 6-17-05
Status: Complete

well, all i can say about this, is that i am very, very proud of this piece and it took me longer to write this than it has ever taken me to write anything that i have posted. so please R&R

Blind and Unaware

2005-06-16T12:00:08-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-16-05, Published: 6-16-05
Status: Complete

same ol' shit. plz R&R

A Little More Reality

2005-06-16T11:54:42-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 185, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-16-05, Published: 6-16-05
Status: Complete

this is just the honest truth that i myself have had to accept, ok ok, i havent exactly accepted it yet, but on day, one day, maybe i will. hopefully before its too late

Classmates

2005-06-15T17:59:47-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-15-05, Published: 6-15-05
Status: Complete

this is about pretty much all of my school related experiance, and what it has done to me plz R&R

All About Me

2005-05-31T09:13:31-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 8 Updated: 5-31-05, Published: 5-31-05
Status: Complete

This is real, all about me.

Yet another Untitled

2005-05-31T09:12:53-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-31-05, Published: 5-31-05
Status: Complete

this is for my homies. its just more cheese.

Love

2005-05-31T09:11:27-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 226, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-31-05, Published: 5-31-05
Status: Complete

I had an epiphany

Untitled for my Friends

2005-05-14T14:56:04-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 328, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-14-05, Published: 5-14-05
Status: Complete

This to T. And J. you know hwo you are bitches

I'm Sick

2005-05-14T14:54:54-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-14-05, Published: 5-14-05
Status: Complete

This is pretty much just a ramble...ENJOY!

Never

2005-05-14T14:53:34-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-14-05, Published: 5-14-05
Status: Complete

There are a lot of things we wish we could do, but haven't, these are a few of mine.

Crying

2005-05-05T11:54:59-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 12 Updated: 5-5-05, Published: 5-5-05
Status: Complete

just me wallowing in self pity...yet again

They didn't know

2005-05-05T11:51:22-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 275, Reviews: 6 Updated: 5-5-05, Published: 5-5-05
Status: Complete

the summary is at the end fo the poem, in case of any confusion

2 in 1

2005-05-04T20:16:54-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 195, Reviews: 7 Updated: 5-4-05, Published: 5-4-05
Status: Complete

This is about me, battling over which of my emotions will prevail

Trapped

2005-05-03T11:53:07-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-3-05, Published: 5-3-05
Status: Complete

this isn't my best but I've written worse, I seem to like this style so im sorry if it sounds like some of my others

Reality

2005-05-03T11:52:14-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-3-05, Published: 5-3-05
Status: Complete

No summary

I write

2005-05-02T21:06:02-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-2-05, Published: 5-2-05
Status: Complete

This is about my passion, that most of you have had a taste of.

Regret

2005-05-02T07:50:23-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 170, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-2-05, Published: 5-2-05
Status: Complete

R&R

Once Bright Sky

2005-05-01T18:29:20-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 6 Updated: 5-1-05, Published: 5-1-05
Status: Complete

I don't know what to say.

I Walked By

2005-04-30T20:46:09-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-30-05, Published: 4-30-05
Status: Complete

This is about realizing, that even if we dont except what we are, eventually it catched up to you, and thats when you have to face it

I want I want, and I just can't have

2005-04-29T23:55:45-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 6 Updated: 4-29-05, Published: 4-29-05
Status: Complete

This is everyones worst pet peeve, wanting what you can't have, well not everyone.

Endless

2005-04-29T23:29:11-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-29-05, Published: 4-29-05
Status: Complete

This is pretty much, me feeling sorry for myself.

Vicious Cycle

2005-04-19T14:08:35-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 450, Reviews: 11 Updated: 4-19-05, Published: 4-19-05
Status: Complete

I just thought I'de write a creepy poem R&R tell me what you think

Long Dark Hallway

2005-04-17T20:30:46-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 11 Updated: 4-17-05, Published: 4-17-05
Status: Complete

This is about being lost and not knowing how to get out of the long dark hallway

I'm Tired

2005-04-17T20:29:17-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-17-05, Published: 4-17-05
Status: Complete

Im just sick and tired

Giving up the Fight

2005-04-17T17:25:16-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 48, Reviews: 9 Updated: 4-17-05, Published: 4-17-05
Status: Complete

I dont know what to say about this one. just R&R

Thank You

2005-04-17T14:29:00-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 228, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-17-05, Published: 4-17-05
Status: Complete

To my mom, I love. And to T. M. M. & C. Thank you guys so much, and I'm sorry.

Silent Cries

2005-04-16T18:15:51-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-16-05, Published: 4-16-05
Status: Complete

Brief moment of insanity.

Girl Power

2005-04-09T21:41:11-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 13 Updated: 4-9-05, Published: 4-9-05
Status: Complete

Sorry, I let the feminist in me take over, either way, be proud ladies.

Sleep

2005-04-09T21:28:42-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 16, Reviews: 12 Updated: 4-9-05, Published: 4-9-05
Status: Complete

this is my first haiku...be gentle.

Fading

2005-04-09T21:23:58-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 11 Updated: 4-9-05, Published: 4-9-05
Status: Complete

No summary, just R&R please

You Can't Force Perfection

2005-04-09T20:54:59-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 360, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-9-05, Published: 4-9-05
Status: Complete

To Teri, Thanx 2 u I know i don't have to change to be accepted.

Tears

2005-04-07T22:51:24-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 251, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-7-05, Published: 4-7-05
Status: Complete

I just wanted to give credit where credit is due

The Real Me

2005-04-07T22:14:42-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 199, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-7-05, Published: 4-7-05
Status: Complete

This is about losing sight of whats important, to fool an onlooker, when whats importants is that you only see yourself.

To whom it concerns

2005-04-06T21:51:15-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 213, Reviews: 7 Updated: 4-6-05, Published: 4-6-05
Status: Complete

i know its a bit rhyme-esque, but get over it, its kind of a letter to a crush, tings i could never tell him, because i don't think im worth it, so i leve it up to my faithfuls, to tell me how it sounds.

Secret Love Affair

2005-03-30T14:28:28-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 369, Reviews: 11 Updated: 3-30-05, Published: 3-30-05
Status: Complete

I changed that last line, i just didnt like the way it ended.

Life is a Dance Floor

2005-03-18T16:35:58-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 224, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-18-05, Published: 3-18-05
Status: Complete

I don't this is sort of a metaphorical poem i threw together i hope you like please R&R

Tough Stuff

2005-03-18T16:32:02-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 246, Reviews: 8 Updated: 3-18-05, Published: 3-18-05
Status: Complete

This is just some feelings i couldnt write in a letter, so I wrote it out as a poem please R&R

Are the Thank You's Always Enough?

2005-03-17T17:58:05-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 236, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-17-05, Published: 3-17-05
Status: Complete

A thank you meaning so much less, when they don't truly come from the heart

Misery loves company?

2005-03-14T19:55:21-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-14-05, Published: 3-14-05
Status: Complete

just a little humor, not too serious, but it sends the message

Crying Eyes, Prying Eyes

2005-03-13T13:17:35-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-13-05, Published: 3-13-05
Status: Complete

I just wrote down what I had been feeling a couple days ago

Abandoned and Deceived

2005-02-13T21:10:15-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 180, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-13-05, Published: 2-13-05
Status: Complete

Previously titled Tormented and Afraid

If She Ever

2005-02-13T20:44:10-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 250, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-13-05, Published: 2-13-05
Status: Complete

My cousin C. was in a bad relationship early on in her life, and this is my interperetation of the events that occured, look for the up and coming 2nd chapter called Tormented and Afraid

Fading Diamonds and Broken Wings

2005-02-12T20:47:44-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-12-05, Published: 2-12-05
Status: Complete

Fixed it might make more sense now

Please Don't Make Me Cry Part: I

2005-02-11T10:31:46-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-11-05, Published: 2-11-05
Status: Complete

this one is about feeling obligated to love someone despite how they treat you

Please Don't Make Me Cry Part II

2005-02-11T10:28:50-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-11-05, Published: 2-11-05
Status: Complete

Finally realizing Mr.Wrong...was actually Mr.Totally wrong asshole son of a friendly giant

Please Don't Make Me Cry Part III

2005-02-11T10:26:35-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-11-05, Published: 2-11-05
Status: Complete

Finding someone new after settling for Mr.WRONG for so so long

Imperfection

2005-02-10T13:43:18-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 6 Updated: 2-10-05, Published: 2-10-05
Status: Complete

We all have imperfection, but they make us who we are

Someone

2005-02-10T13:01:55-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-10-05, Published: 2-10-05
Status: Complete

Someone

Can Someone Tell Me Why?

2005-02-10T12:27:54-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 162, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-10-05, Published: 2-10-05
Status: Complete

Im just sick of being alone...i'm sure someone out there feels my pain

Happily Ever After

2005-01-29T12:22:53-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 265, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-29-05, Published: 1-29-05
Status: Complete

another Kansas-inspired piece gotta love 'er

Fear of flying

2005-01-29T01:01:08-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 182, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-29-05, Published: 1-29-05
Status: Complete

you know the whole love floaty feeling...well yea thats this

Kansas City

2005-01-28T23:12:02-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-28-05, Published: 1-28-05
Status: Complete

The title is completely tied to yet unrelated to the poem itself

Tryst

2005-01-28T18:01:04-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-28-05, Published: 1-28-05
Status: Complete

A meeting of lovers...Need i say more?

You are

2005-01-27T13:40:45-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

To Paula-Walla

Whisper to a scream

2005-01-27T13:40:26-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

too bad no one hears me even when i scream

When Angels Fall

2005-01-27T13:39:59-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Damn, i wish i could catch one, i could use some order in my world of chaos

When

2005-01-27T13:37:33-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Being afraid, but wanting love

Waiting

2005-01-27T13:37:04-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Have you ever hated what you had to live in, or with? this is a clear description of how living with my family was like

Unreal

2005-01-27T13:36:02-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 120, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

One of my personal favorites

This Year

2005-01-27T13:35:29-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

I hated last year

She Is

2005-01-27T13:35:04-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

To Kansas

secrets

2005-01-27T13:23:15-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

It's not being able to tell your most important secrets to the one who should know

Once Upon a Time

2005-01-27T13:22:23-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

its about what i've become

Not One Spoken Word

2005-01-27T13:21:32-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

its about not being heard

No Way

2005-01-27T13:20:19-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

I finally learned, to think about me for a change and the bastards who made my schoo life hell

My Hell

2005-01-27T13:19:09-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 51, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Has your pain ever been so bad but everyone else is oblivious to it, and you feel like you burning in a hell no one else knows about? this is for you

Misunderstood

2005-01-27T13:17:46-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Self explanatory

Me II

2005-01-27T13:17:23-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

It's about being blind to your own pain, always focusing on things of less importance

Me

2005-01-27T13:16:31-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Its about being who you for, you. not changing for everyone else

Maybe

2005-01-27T13:15:25-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 146, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

My uncle committed suicide, when i was younger, and This is Dedicated to him

Love is

2005-01-27T13:14:33-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

I was in a Mushy Gushy Lovey Dovey bs mood

Lost

2005-01-27T13:13:19-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Its another hopeless R&R please

Kissing

2005-01-27T13:11:58-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Not much to say about this one

Jamie

2005-01-27T12:55:07-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

My sister graduated high school 8 months pregnant I couldn't be more proud of anyone, she proved everyone wrong R&R please

Infected

2005-01-27T12:54:14-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 38, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Being Rejected...All the time, an make a person CRAZY R&R please

In Person

2005-01-27T12:53:35-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

wanting more than a vocal relationship R&R please

I Hope

2005-01-27T12:52:50-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

love gag i lost it R&R please

Gone

2005-01-27T12:49:19-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

another about carnage death and self destruction, inspired by Paula-Walla, and slightly edited to me R&R please

Done

2005-01-27T12:42:59-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Best break up poem yet R&R please

Dear Diary

2005-01-27T12:42:16-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 112, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Sometimes something that can't talk is better to have than someone who can R&R please

Cutting

2005-01-27T12:41:19-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Bad Bad Habit, wonderful feeling R&R please

Class Dismissed

2005-01-27T12:40:47-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

A person Taking control despite other peoples dumb advice R&R please

Change

2005-01-27T12:39:26-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

For those who are afraid of change...It dangerous R&R please

Broken Dreams

2005-01-27T12:38:15-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

pretty self explanatory R&R please

Always

2005-01-27T12:37:29-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 62, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Loyalty in a Relationship R&R please

Able

2005-01-27T12:36:45-08:00

Author: AlwaysAmberella
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Its about feeling like a nobody R&R please