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ghosts

2008-09-29T16:19:55-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-29-08, Published: 9-29-08
Status: Complete

SONG: i'm sleeping with my ghosts night after night/ i wouldn't blame you if you said it wasn't right/ but you won't

your song 92808

2008-09-29T16:18:39-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 321, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-29-08, Published: 9-29-08
Status: Complete

song- bony shoulders & messy hair/ i'll give it all if you just swear/ to never let me hit the ground.

dreams

2008-07-20T12:36:00-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 283, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-20-08, Published: 7-20-08
Status: Complete

SONG. all these dreams caught in my hair/when i leave here, they will follow me/will you be there?

the best of me

2008-05-07T16:59:49-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 266, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-7-08, Published: 5-7-08
Status: Complete

SONG. i just wanted you to know/i'm tired of giving you the best of me/this is the last song about that i will sing.

if you leave

2007-12-13T17:17:46-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 275, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-13-07, Published: 12-13-07
Status: Complete

SONG. & if you leave tonight, i have to say that i loved you more than i ever thought i could.

bobby pins

2007-11-04T11:44:52-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 470, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-4-07, Published: 11-4-07
Status: Complete

i've decided to deal with my memories by making them into short stories. this is one of the first of hopefully many.

just friends

2007-10-09T12:16:17-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 178, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-9-07, Published: 10-9-07
Status: Complete

song. from a little while ago. don't know what you wanna hear, all i know is that i want you here with me.

piece of the sky

2007-10-07T10:35:03-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 319, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-7-07, Published: 10-7-07
Status: Complete

song song song. thought i'd bring you a piece of the sky, 'cause i'm on my way down.

early fall fireflies

2007-10-04T19:04:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 199, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-4-07, Published: 10-4-07
Status: Complete

we control the sunrise, & we control the tides, & this time i'll be fine.

coming home

2007-09-04T12:33:08-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-4-07, Published: 9-4-07
Status: Complete

yesterday i went to the city & the skyline looked strange without your face. i know i'm not supposed to miss you, but i do. i really do.

always on

2007-09-04T12:32:03-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-07, Published: 9-4-07
Status: In-Progress

unfinished song. i still drive by your house every time i go out& your light is always on.

good morning

2007-08-21T10:26:52-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-21-07, Published: 8-21-07
Status: Complete

good morning, i'm thinking of you.

too far gone

2007-08-17T10:19:11-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 367, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-17-07, Published: 8-17-07
Status: Complete

song. did you move on when i couldn't find the reasons

crumbs

2007-08-16T20:10:50-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-16-07, Published: 8-16-07
Status: Complete

oneword: crumbs. i wish i could piece your smile back together.

knot 2

2007-08-09T12:47:28-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-9-07, Published: 8-9-07
Status: Complete

oneword: knot. faint whispers resound in my head as my bones cry out for you.

worn

2007-08-09T12:46:01-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-9-07, Published: 8-9-07
Status: Complete

oneword: worn. you were a little worn around the edges, just like that jacket that no one could be bothered to remember.

slope

2007-08-09T12:44:44-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 65, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-9-07, Published: 8-9-07
Status: Complete

oneword: slope. i just feel so broken under the blinding light of your dissatisfaction.

bright

2007-08-09T12:43:41-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-9-07, Published: 8-9-07
Status: Complete

oneword: bright. i always said it's the thought that counts.

all i wanted

2007-06-21T18:30:59-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 284, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-21-07, Published: 6-21-07
Status: Complete

song. all i wanted was for you to prove me wrong.

the weight of cold sheets on cold feet in the midd

2007-04-16T16:49:03-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 256, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-16-07, Published: 4-16-07
Status: Complete

full title: the weight of cold sheets on cold feet in the middle of the night. based loosely around another poem written for school.

one thing

2007-01-29T13:17:15-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 119, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-29-07, Published: 1-29-07
Status: Complete

oneword: create. i always believed that you could have held the world in your hands.

wild animals

2007-01-22T15:47:26-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-22-07, Published: 1-22-07
Status: Complete

you say, “but that’s the thing about wild animals— you have to set them free once in awhile but you can still dream of their return”... this isn't about animals. oh, & ignore the periods fictionpress messed up my formatting & that was how i fixed it.

out loud

2007-01-21T08:17:49-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-21-07, Published: 1-21-07
Status: Complete

i wonder what your heartbeat sounds like from the inside of your body & think of all the bones that are listening in, listening in on what i’m hearing now.

elevate

2007-01-21T08:15:29-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-21-07, Published: 1-21-07
Status: Complete

oneword: elevate. & looking at you, i had the sense that i was somehow in somewhere better.

contrast

2007-01-21T08:13:59-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-21-07, Published: 1-21-07
Status: Complete

oneword: contrast. i wish fixing our problems could be as easy as just turning those damn magnets around.

grace

2006-12-16T12:53:21-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 267, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-16-06, Published: 12-16-06
Status: Complete

song. your love is gonna bring me down.

pieces of me

2006-11-10T10:33:08-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 442, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-10-06, Published: 11-10-06
Status: Complete

pretty much, i found a painting from an ex boyfriend in my basement.

when the sun comes out

2006-11-06T18:42:35-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-6-06, Published: 11-6-06
Status: Complete

MY 200TH PIECE. sorry it's been so long! maybe tomorrow or next week, when the sun comes out.

sweet tea

2006-08-24T15:23:08-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-24-06, Published: 8-24-06
Status: Complete

(doesn't feel finished) i saw your face in the morning mist as it settled between the concentric formations of another north carolina mountain range— but the difference between then & now is that it’s me that’s dreaming & you that's asleep.

there for you

2006-08-24T14:42:35-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 263, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-24-06, Published: 8-24-06
Status: Complete

song. sounds much better than it reads, trust me.

what you need

2006-07-29T08:07:38-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-29-06, Published: 7-29-06
Status: Complete

i’ve always thought it was gold that you lacked— not meaning, but truth; not substance, but shine.

enough

2006-07-23T14:26:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-23-06, Published: 7-23-06
Status: Complete

it's not enough to know that you can taste the same things as i can now; not enough to think & not truly believe.

delicate

2006-07-16T05:57:46-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 8 Updated: 7-16-06, Published: 7-16-06
Status: Complete

oneword: delicate. maybe it was the delicate quality in your face that i never understood- maybe i refused to.

reasons

2006-07-13T19:17:13-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 10, Words: 3,872, Reviews: 5 Updated: 7-13-06, Published: 7-13-06
Status: Complete

vanessa cavanaugh has had a crush on adam for ages, and he doesn't seem to like her back. what lengths will she go to to win him over? (rated t for language & mature themes.)

easter

2006-07-12T11:23:22-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 463, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-12-06, Published: 7-12-06
Status: Complete

& i went home later & only remembered the untainted, uninfluenced pieces of that night & still felt your hand in mind like you weren’t still on the hard sidewalks in the harsh light from the stores around you with her dirty smile & wandering eyes & i felt

comfortable

2006-07-08T09:34:11-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 372, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-8-06, Published: 7-8-06
Status: Complete

sort of a little tribute to john mayer's 'comfortable'. i pass the one-hour photo sign that we sat by that night & smile, & i know things are going to be okay.

will you

2006-07-06T18:03:49-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-6-06, Published: 7-6-06
Status: Complete

song. will you be on my mind but never mine forever?

fire

2006-07-04T21:05:45-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-4-06, Published: 7-4-06
Status: Complete

oneword: fire. & maybe i'm more tied up in you than you realize- but you'll never have to know.

knot

2006-07-04T07:16:43-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 5 Updated: 7-4-06, Published: 7-4-06
Status: Complete

oneword: knot. it's enough to make me wonder what we'll (n)ever come to be.

bubble

2006-07-03T07:46:04-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 192, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-3-06, Published: 7-3-06
Status: Complete

oneword: bubble. i can't say one thing right. but isn't this just like always? if only.

part of me

2006-07-02T13:18:26-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-2-06, Published: 7-2-06
Status: Complete

song. don't wanna say you're part of me but my heart knows you're star to me.

shadow

2006-07-01T17:17:52-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: shadow. i didn't want to need you so badly, but i couldn't lie- i missed you too much.

ribbon

2006-07-01T10:42:51-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 65, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: ribbon. you were wound tight around my brain so tight that everything that came out of me tasted like you in some way & i can’t say that i would have it any other way.

glow

2006-07-01T10:41:04-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 238, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: glow. in a split second the stars crashed down around us & the black sky split in two as my world was reinvented all before i knew your name.

buttons

2006-07-01T10:40:39-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: buttons. you were perfect in the way that you were reminiscent of something i couldn’t quite taste well enough to give it a name.

puddle

2006-07-01T10:39:32-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: puddle. i was so afraid to touch you the smile on your face was so volatile, so rare that i knew it could turn into something as faded & hopeless as a butterfly in a puddle filled with gravel.

blank

2006-07-01T10:38:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: blank. i felt the emotion rising in my throat but i stifled it & turned back to you.

curtain

2006-07-01T10:37:36-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: curtain. i could see the square of dim light coming in around the shape of the curtains & shining on your face next to me, & i knew i had to tell you the full truth.

print

2006-07-01T10:36:19-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: print. i wondered if i would have chosen this if i had only known a little better.

dust

2006-07-01T10:35:35-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: dust. some days i know you wished you were obsolete.

emergency room

2006-07-01T10:34:41-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 5 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: e.r. you said you wished there was an emergency room for lives gone off-track.

elastic

2006-07-01T10:33:43-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 32, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: elastic. you always did admire resilience, but i suspected that it was a little on the wishful thinking side.

chenille

2006-07-01T10:32:35-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: chenille. i could taste the winter day that i never wanted to think of again but didn’t exactly try to.

stitches

2006-07-01T10:31:39-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-1-06, Published: 7-1-06
Status: Complete

oneword: stitches. you thought your insides were so stitched up that no one could see in thought you were beyond light & sound or something.

pane

2006-06-29T17:24:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-29-06, Published: 6-29-06
Status: Complete

oneword.com: pane. i feel the coolness of the glass on my forehead & i breathe deep, slowly letting you in.

decide

2006-06-26T18:09:29-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 271, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-26-06, Published: 6-26-06
Status: Complete

don't like this much. everything in my head is jumping like an electrical impulse from dendrite to synaptic knob in the nerves all over my body & maybe secretly there’s some resistance, but it’s not something i would willingly mention.

sketch

2006-06-26T13:51:37-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-26-06, Published: 6-26-06
Status: Complete

(oneword.com: sketch) your face was like a sketch on the back of my hand- rubbing off in the night & imprinting itself on my face for me to see in the morning.

sugar magnolia

2006-06-22T18:28:26-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-22-06, Published: 6-22-06
Status: Complete

you saw a part of me that i never really understood myself & told me i was beautiful. i'll never understand.

maybe not

2006-06-20T06:58:36-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 495, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-20-06, Published: 6-20-06
Status: Complete

you kiss me goodnight & i stare at the place where the stars used to be on my ceiling & mark off one more night in my mind where i fell asleep missing you & the way things used to be.

drunk

2006-06-18T05:42:16-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-18-06, Published: 6-18-06
Status: Complete

if this is what it feels like to be drunk, i swear i'll never drink again. & if this is what it feels like to be in love, i'll never look at you again.

sunshine outline

2006-06-16T20:01:50-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 231, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-16-06, Published: 6-16-06
Status: Complete

what a perfect example of how to be so miserable & so bad at pretending that you’re not brighter to me than the light of every star in the sky.

all i can do

2006-06-05T12:04:38-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-5-06, Published: 6-5-06
Status: Complete

& if everything i’ve ever done has been nothing more than a ploy for your attention, at least i caught your eye.

february afternoon

2006-06-03T07:26:43-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 5 Updated: 6-3-06, Published: 6-3-06
Status: Complete

song. you were always one to save me. for my friends.

near you always

2006-06-02T11:58:52-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-2-06, Published: 6-2-06
Status: Complete

title & lines in italics taken from jewel's 'near you always'. your hands are in my hair but my heart is in your teeth, baby/makes me want to make you near me always.

an ounce of sense

2006-05-30T17:36:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-30-06, Published: 5-30-06
Status: Complete

you're everything sometimes.

to know

2006-05-30T17:34:46-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-30-06, Published: 5-30-06
Status: Complete

all i ever wanted to know was if you saw me up there with your thoughts in the night.

i love you, i miss you, i'm sorry

2006-05-21T06:09:12-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 253, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-21-06, Published: 5-21-06
Status: Complete

song. you said "i love you, i miss you, i'm sorry"/i handed my heart to you, that was the deal

dark side of the moon

2006-05-17T15:15:25-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 8 Updated: 5-17-06, Published: 5-17-06
Status: Complete

& my mind’s hiding up by the dark side of the moon, away from you & where it’s meant to be. i never loved you right anyway.

all wrong

2006-05-15T15:50:35-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 221, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-15-06, Published: 5-15-06
Status: Complete

song. this is just one more song that i've written all wrong/'cause it's your name that's been on my mind.

dependent

2006-05-03T14:22:07-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-3-06, Published: 5-3-06
Status: Complete

& now i find that i still need your hands to lift me up to these heights; what a dependent way to live.

beginnings

2006-05-03T14:21:25-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-3-06, Published: 5-3-06
Status: Complete

i still wonder sometimes.

oh

2006-04-23T17:36:04-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 18, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-23-06, Published: 4-23-06
Status: Complete

haven't written one of these in awhile :)

on the train to poughkeepsie

2006-04-20T15:15:52-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 230, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-20-06, Published: 4-20-06
Status: Complete

based loosely on cornelius eady's 'the dance'. for a schoolwide assignment.

you caught me

2006-04-16T06:38:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 207, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-16-06, Published: 4-16-06
Status: Complete

song. i'm trying so hard to forget about you/it's what all along i had intended to do/& i know that i shouldn't think about you/but you caught me.

you know

2006-04-15T17:10:56-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 481, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-15-06, Published: 4-15-06
Status: Complete

i've needed to write this for so long. it's taken me almost a year. this is so raw it's painful.

resilience

2006-04-14T13:48:29-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 253, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-14-06, Published: 4-14-06
Status: Complete

song. but you know that outside of my mind that there's a truth & it swore that your resilience wasn't real.

the best i'd ever had

2006-04-14T13:46:29-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-14-06, Published: 4-14-06
Status: Complete

unfinished song. before experience unfolded, i’d named you as the best i’d ever had.

unwilling

2006-03-30T12:28:00-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 13 Updated: 3-30-06, Published: 3-30-06
Status: Complete

you’re taller than me but a breath away- not far enough to assure that this fleeting attraction won’t jump from my heart to yours.

compass

2006-03-30T12:27:04-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-30-06, Published: 3-30-06
Status: Complete

i wonder what you are & what those grains of hope ever came to be.

moving on

2006-03-18T12:04:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 266, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-18-06, Published: 3-18-06
Status: Complete

song. you can't turn around, 'cause i won't take you.

that way

2006-03-16T18:32:14-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-16-06, Published: 3-16-06
Status: Complete

song. 'cause i love you that way.

untitled 2

2006-03-14T12:23:27-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-14-06, Published: 3-14-06
Status: Complete

i'll put it this way- if you were a song, you would have been stuck in my head all day.

gold

2006-02-26T09:19:26-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-26-06, Published: 2-26-06
Status: Complete

& when all is said & done, it’s you that’s on my mind.

warmth

2006-02-19T05:50:29-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 8 Updated: 2-19-06, Published: 2-19-06
Status: Complete

sentiments spoken in melting, twisting minutes with our backs against the wood but our feet on the floor-

particles

2006-02-16T19:44:06-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-16-06, Published: 2-16-06
Status: Complete

it’s so hard to lift these words from my chest; you're so wonderful.

all i ever really wanted

2006-02-04T06:30:21-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-4-06, Published: 2-4-06
Status: Complete

you've left a reluctant imprint on my memory & the pillow beside me; it's never enough.

cheap

2006-02-01T15:45:05-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 9 Updated: 2-1-06, Published: 2-1-06
Status: Complete

i'm just a watered-down version of you.

glorious

2006-01-29T06:11:02-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 303, Reviews: 8 Updated: 1-29-06, Published: 1-29-06
Status: Complete

song. about trying to run away from god but finding that he loves you no matter where you are.

fake

2006-01-27T09:01:33-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 27, Reviews: 7 Updated: 1-27-06, Published: 1-27-06
Status: Complete

more like i've changed who i am for you.

raw

2006-01-27T09:01:02-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 53, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-27-06, Published: 1-27-06
Status: Complete

this is the part of me that chases you when you will not meet my gaze.

even so

2006-01-25T09:02:47-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 7 Updated: 1-25-06, Published: 1-25-06
Status: Complete

somehow, it's time to be getting over you.

tingle

2006-01-25T09:02:09-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-25-06, Published: 1-25-06
Status: Complete

i was right. you were wrong. i was wrong. i was

onceaweek letdown

2006-01-19T15:38:56-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 27, Reviews: 8 Updated: 1-19-06, Published: 1-19-06
Status: Complete

it's silly to have such high expectations, i guess.

reverie

2006-01-18T14:31:54-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-18-06, Published: 1-18-06
Status: Complete

song. & could you ever dream of me/your heart all locked up in a sweet reverie.

lullaby

2006-01-15T06:27:49-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-15-06, Published: 1-15-06
Status: Complete

song. this is a lullaby of massive proportions.

composure

2006-01-14T07:13:09-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 231, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-14-06, Published: 1-14-06
Status: Complete

song. a surer wave not seen standing, i lock my gaze & refuse to fall.

emily's song

2006-01-09T14:03:54-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 291, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-9-06, Published: 1-9-06
Status: Complete

song. sort of written from god's perspective. in memory of emily schuster.

halfasleep and i could be dreaming

2006-01-08T19:44:39-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-8-06, Published: 1-8-06
Status: Complete

you say you'll serenade me.. i'm half-asleep & this isn't a dream.

for your eyes lonely

2005-12-23T18:57:35-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 38, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-23-05, Published: 12-23-05
Status: Complete

my heart in letter form.

new year's eve

2005-12-14T17:10:54-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 11 Updated: 12-14-05, Published: 12-14-05
Status: Complete

i wish you were here.

stationary

2005-12-14T17:10:09-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 7 Updated: 12-14-05, Published: 12-14-05
Status: Complete

i can't be there for you anymore.

rearview

2005-12-02T19:05:56-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 49, Reviews: 6 Updated: 12-2-05, Published: 12-2-05
Status: Complete

i guess you can't see that all i wanted was to be next to you as you drove away.

with late nights come thoughts of you

2005-12-02T19:04:05-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 51, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-2-05, Published: 12-2-05
Status: Complete

i can't sleep & you're on my mind. another song that i'll probably never finish.

boiling point

2005-11-30T12:19:25-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 130, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-30-05, Published: 11-30-05
Status: Complete

& i will continue to wonder: what is the boiling point of suppression?

winter

2005-11-21T16:41:22-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 31, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-21-05, Published: 11-21-05
Status: Complete

i miss you.

half

2005-11-21T16:30:45-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 28, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-21-05, Published: 11-21-05
Status: Complete

i need you.

please

2005-11-21T16:27:01-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-21-05, Published: 11-21-05
Status: Complete

don't keep me here forever.

crash

2005-11-20T11:52:46-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 273, Reviews: 5 Updated: 11-20-05, Published: 11-20-05
Status: Complete

crash into me now. (words in italics are from the dave matthews song 'crash into me)

at your feet

2005-11-18T12:09:49-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 29, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-18-05, Published: 11-18-05
Status: Complete

i gave my heart to you- by mistake?

words in flower form

2005-11-18T12:09:19-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 5 Updated: 11-18-05, Published: 11-18-05
Status: Complete

i can't translate my emotions into words.

you wouldn't know

2005-11-18T12:08:40-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-18-05, Published: 11-18-05
Status: Complete

you think you know how i feel. ha, you SO don't.

don't believe me

2005-10-10T15:32:56-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 263, Reviews: 10 Updated: 10-10-05, Published: 10-10-05
Status: Complete

song. don't believe me when i say that i'm okay.

it was supposed to be you

2005-10-08T08:05:33-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 356, Reviews: 8 Updated: 10-8-05, Published: 10-8-05
Status: Complete

exactly what the title says. a song.

plastic moon

2005-10-01T05:56:54-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 10 Updated: 10-1-05, Published: 10-1-05
Status: Complete

i n.e.e.d you more than you know.

eyes wide shut

2005-09-26T17:26:20-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 883, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

written in the style of john irving for english class. unexpected ending.

animal fable

2005-09-26T14:18:29-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Fable
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Adventure
Chapters: 16, Words: 892, Reviews: 16 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

written for my ninth grade english class. requirements included the inclusion of a villian, some poems, and stuff. i tried to establish both characters as the villain. sorry about the annoying chapter breakups, it's because of the perspectives switching.

thoughts of you

2005-09-24T10:22:37-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 46, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

my schedule for today:

powder blue

2005-09-19T12:08:17-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 46, Reviews: 7 Updated: 9-19-05, Published: 9-19-05
Status: Complete

did you think of me at all?

deafmute

2005-09-19T12:06:34-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 29, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-19-05, Published: 9-19-05
Status: Complete

i can't speak, can't hear, can't think when i'm around you.

wondering

2005-09-17T15:50:05-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 300, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-17-05, Published: 9-17-05
Status: Complete

my latest song. again, about a crush. i'm sensing a theme here. :)

wonderingwishingwaiting

2005-09-17T15:49:28-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-17-05, Published: 9-17-05
Status: Complete

a beginning to a song that i hope to finish. about a crush. (as usual.)

paper hearts

2005-09-17T15:48:39-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-17-05, Published: 9-17-05
Status: Complete

feelings connected to a picture that holds a lot of memories.

in your eyes

2005-09-17T15:47:53-08:00

Author: lovelikeamixtape
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 35, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-17-05, Published: 9-17-05
Status: Complete

about a crush. i'm a mere ripple in your gaze.