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my fingertips

2008-09-17T14:49:23-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 4, Words: 497, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-17-08, Published: 2-24-08
Status: In-Progress

stain Your hand. -letters to God-

Accidents and Screwups

2008-09-12T20:46:57-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Supernatural
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 14, Words: 41,075, Reviews: 71 Updated: 9-12-08, Published: 5-25-06
Status: In-Progress

His eyes told me that he was all wrong for me. All wrong for anyone. But a vampire's heart can only beat for one person... and he was the one for me.

familiar

2008-08-18T14:27:15-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-18-08, Published: 8-18-08
Status: In-Progress

I won't tell you what to be

stay or leave

2008-07-17T16:37:32-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-17-08, Published: 7-17-08
Status: In-Progress

I want you not to go, but you should.

limelight baby

2008-06-25T10:57:25-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-25-08, Published: 6-25-08
Status: In-Progress

I am way too young to be wrapped up in that.

starcrossed

2008-04-30T14:35:27-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 10 Updated: 4-30-08, Published: 4-30-08
Status: In-Progress

you could teach the torches to burn -femslash-

subtlety

2008-04-16T14:09:25-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 238, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-16-08, Published: 4-16-08
Status: In-Progress

whichever way the wind blows, I really couldn’t care less

ruin us

2008-04-16T14:07:57-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-16-08, Published: 4-16-08
Status: In-Progress

we're better off this way

burnt bridges

2008-03-17T17:45:10-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-17-08, Published: 3-17-08
Status: In-Progress

whoever said “blood is thicker than water” never met you and your girlfriend and me

the problem

2008-03-16T14:51:06-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-16-08, Published: 3-16-08
Status: In-Progress

I never got a single damn kiss.

wake up

2008-03-09T10:32:56-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 140, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-9-08, Published: 3-9-08
Status: In-Progress

we couldn’t stop the wind from blowing

grey street

2008-03-04T17:08:13-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-4-08, Published: 3-4-08
Status: In-Progress

you can’t hear me through your shoulder

swallow

2008-03-04T14:51:29-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 35, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-4-08, Published: 3-4-08
Status: In-Progress

i hope the aftertaste reminds you of me.

kindred

2008-02-29T14:18:52-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-29-08, Published: 2-29-08
Status: In-Progress

to my reviewers

letter to a boy

2008-02-26T13:29:38-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-26-08, Published: 2-26-08
Status: In-Progress

it's not your fault I'm backward.

girl

2008-02-11T12:40:29-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-11-08, Published: 2-11-08
Status: In-Progress

that boy doesn't deserve you -slight femslash-

remembering

2008-02-10T10:25:26-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-10-08, Published: 2-10-08
Status: In-Progress

we were too afraid to even brush hands or bump knees

like this

2008-01-30T17:20:51-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 174, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-30-08, Published: 1-30-08
Status: In-Progress

get your fingerprints off my heart [rant]

Never

2008-01-21T15:07:26-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 4, Words: 2,709, Reviews: 8 Updated: 1-21-08, Published: 6-24-07
Status: In-Progress

He’d come to her again tonight, hoping that the guilt she was feeling would make her give in to him. Tonight, she decided she’d let it happen. But tomorrow she would leave him. [rough]

autophobia

2008-01-14T18:19:03-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 432, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-14-08, Published: 1-14-08
Status: In-Progress

I know a boy who fears nothing -rant- -mentions of femslash-

in the window

2008-01-07T17:58:37-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-7-08, Published: 1-7-08
Status: In-Progress

she is silent in the face of their feigned apathy.

Horatio

2007-12-31T13:52:40-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 156, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-31-07, Published: 12-31-07
Status: In-Progress

you're not the only one drowning in Denmark's gilded cage. [companion to ophelia][femslash]

Ophelia

2007-12-22T15:45:12-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-22-07, Published: 12-16-07
Status: In-Progress

don't you know you're beautiful [slight femslash]

bitter

2007-12-07T17:51:57-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-7-07, Published: 12-7-07
Status: In-Progress

I don’t know who I loved, darling, but I know it wasn’t me.

Forgive Me

2007-11-26T17:23:46-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 205, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-26-07, Published: 11-26-07
Status: In-Progress

I cannot help being what I am

Devotion

2007-11-26T15:32:04-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-26-07, Published: 11-26-07
Status: In-Progress

I would write you love letters

save me

2007-11-03T18:40:29-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-3-07, Published: 11-3-07
Status: In-Progress

you make me complete[ly miserable]

echoes

2007-10-23T14:58:58-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-23-07, Published: 10-23-07
Status: In-Progress

they say the opposite of love is apathy

Liar, Liar

2007-09-23T13:10:34-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 9 Updated: 9-23-07, Published: 9-23-07
Status: In-Progress

Darling, intoxication can only last so long. [femslash]

mirrors

2007-07-30T10:29:04-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-30-07, Published: 7-30-07
Status: In-Progress

when she looks inside her all she manages to find is distorted mirrors. [previously on profile]

the answer is no

2007-07-22T15:35:25-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-22-07, Published: 7-22-07
Status: In-Progress

i am the pawn that turned into the queen.

irony

2007-07-08T11:16:35-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-8-07, Published: 7-8-07
Status: In-Progress

i used to write songs

the new age

2007-07-08T11:00:40-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-8-07, Published: 7-8-07
Status: In-Progress

even in death they smile.

empress

2007-06-11T14:15:56-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-11-07, Published: 6-11-07
Status: In-Progress

honey, you remind me of sunshine.

if not for me

2007-06-02T19:30:20-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 5 Updated: 6-2-07, Published: 6-2-07
Status: In-Progress

... who would you be?

late vs fate

2007-06-02T10:51:47-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 2, Words: 95, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-2-07, Published: 6-2-07
Status: In-Progress

if i taped these words to my fingers, would they make me your bloody rock god?

could have been

2007-06-01T19:13:56-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 254, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-1-07, Published: 6-1-07
Status: In-Progress

sometimes i lie awake, close my eyes and picture it: you and i as we could have been. [femslash]

made that way

2007-05-30T12:26:52-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 173, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-30-07, Published: 5-30-07
Status: In-Progress

i'm spitting your words and apologizing in the same breath: 'do forgive me, it's an old habit, honey.'

complications

2007-05-25T18:19:36-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-25-07, Published: 5-25-07
Status: In-Progress

there is no simple answer to this question: you or him? ::pre 'boy'::

boy

2007-05-25T17:56:46-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-25-07, Published: 5-25-07
Status: In-Progress

you dreamy eyed boy i thought i wanted: i won't believe in you, never again.

something beautiful

2007-05-21T17:07:43-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 211, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-21-07, Published: 5-21-07
Status: In-Progress

i just want to hold something beautiful. [femslash]

another day

2007-05-18T12:53:21-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-18-07, Published: 5-18-07
Status: In-Progress

i can only wait for you.

I'd Rather Burn than Fall

2007-03-14T16:57:34-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 21, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-14-07, Published: 3-14-07
Status: Complete

Tearing myself apart over the memory of you.

Fifteen

2007-03-11T12:26:50-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 243, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-11-07, Published: 3-11-07
Status: Complete

I don't live for today, I live for tomorrow.

Paranoia

2007-02-17T15:45:06-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 22, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-17-07, Published: 2-17-07
Status: In-Progress

My Helen, my potential Trojan horse, I fear that you will break me again.

And It's A Funny Thing

2006-09-15T13:30:02-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 814, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-15-06, Published: 9-15-06
Status: Complete

... how I dream of you two years after it doesn't matter.

If You Bothered

2006-05-25T15:05:01-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-25-06, Published: 5-25-06
Status: Complete

If you bothered you’d know that these are my words, from my heart, hidden by my laughter.

Your Beloved Fool

2006-05-22T15:25:21-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 342, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-22-06, Published: 5-22-06
Status: Complete

More than hating you, I hate that you don't care enough to hate me.

Fear

2006-05-17T13:15:20-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-17-06, Published: 5-17-06
Status: Complete

A thousand miles away... a phone call gap between you and I and yet I still can't reach past the pain you caused.

The Breaking of a Friendship

2006-05-17T13:09:19-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 180, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-17-06, Published: 5-17-06
Status: Complete

Missing you even though you're still walking next to me.