Here I am, wide awake in my bed
as thoughts of you run through my head
I can't help but think about times we've had
How it drives me happy, sometimes mad

I can't believe that you still love me
after all that I've done for you
I began to wonder if this is destiny
I wonder if this is how it's gonna be

You accepted me with open arms
and loved me for what I really am
I really thanked God for having you
someone who is kind and true

If ever I could speak up sweet words
I'll repeat your name over and over
letting people realize what they've heard
the guy I would like to love forever

and so I end these writings
I'll sleep and start dreaming
hoping this will get me closer
to the guy who loved me better

A/N: Review needed, a good title too, thanks )