You want him back wishing that he could be yours once again. You have missed his hugs, sweet kisses and the way he tells you how much he's in love with you and all that you can respond is a sigh. You're wishing you could turn back time and you could repress that anger, the anger that led to your separation. That if it wasn't for your doubt and that stupid smile on his face whenever you're not joking about how much you're missing him.

He walk toward you, asking for your forgiveness and pleading for another chance for you two to be together again. "Again", the word crossed your mind as you remember your sweet memories with each other - writing notes, laying around, saying sweet nothings. You sighed, remembering those days.

"Will you?" he asked you again, this time he's on his knees, holding your hands. How dry his hands were. Calloused and thought he must be working hard and thinking about you too looked down, watched him for a minute. His eyes caught yours, there was a long time of silence and he finally said, "please, leaving you was my biggest mistake, please come back" Tears fell his eyes and soon, yours began to follow.

You hugged him tight as if he's going to be lost forever if you let go. You cried, so does he. You then finally said "I'm sorry"

He was startled. he let go and hold you by the shoulders, feeling his warmth like before. You're confused, torn between the decision to spill it out or to keep it to yourself.

"For what?" he finally asked, unable to keep the tension any longer. "What is it? Tell me." he demanded in a soft voice that made the situation more confusing foy you. Should you go for it? You're too absorbed by the fact that your words might be the means of losing someone or might be the beginning of a new relationship.

Then with one sigh you told him that you're sorry, sorry for breaking his heart once again, you're too fed up by his actions. "If only you were earlier than now, I wouldn't have lose my love for you. Yes, I still long for you, I still miss and think about you but I don't want to be foolish enough to start 'again' with you."

You smiled, tears in your eyes, you wiped his and hugged him for the last time.

"I should go now, I'm about to meet my honey in 30 minutes" You looked down, avoiding his glare. With a last hug, you let go.

You walked away without saying goodbye.